He's taken, I'm broken (Louis Tomlinson)

Chapter 5

I woke up the next morning when my alarm started ringing. It was 10 am. Sunday was off for me so I didn't have to go to work. I got out of bed. My head felt really heavy. I walked into my closet and gasped when I saw myself in the mirror. My hair was all tangled up, there were dark circles under my eyes and the tears stains from last night were still visible on my face. After staring at myself for a few minutes I picked out shorts and a white polo shirt and walked into the bathroom. I showered for one hour letting the warm water drench my body and calm me down. As I came out of the bathroom I saw the promise ring Louis had given me lying on the table and remembered the promise I had made to myself last night about returning it. I grabbed my purse and put the ring in it. I decided to go out for a walk. I put on a little make up to hide the dark circles under my eyes and walked out of my apartment. I took out my iPod from my purse, plucked the earphones into it and put them on. 'Never ever getting back together' by Taylor Swift started pounding into my ears. I tried to concentrate on the song so I wouldn't think about Louis. After that song 'Nobody compares' came on. I listened to it for a while until Louis' solo.

We're so Paris when we kiss, when we kiss, I remember the taste of your lipsti......'

I turned it off and put the iPod back in my bag. My mind flashed back to Louis...........

"How much do you love me Louis?" I remembered asking him.

"More than you can imagine." He had answered.

"Really? But I love you more than you love me." I had said teasingly, though I believed it was true.

"No, I love you more, I can die for you." He had said seriously.

"Well, so can I. But I'll never let you die for me."

"I love you very much Lauren and I can't live without you."

"I love you too Louis and you'll never have to live without me because I'll never leave you."

"Promise?" he had asked.

"Of course Louis I promise. Why are you worried about me leaving you anyways? You know that's never going to happen. I'm the luckiest girl in the world to have a boyfriend like you."

"You're so beautiful. I don't know why you're so insecure. Every guy here is after you. I'm just afraid one day one of them will steal your heart." He said. That was before he had gotten famous.

"No chance. You're the only boy I've ever loved and will ever love." I had said and then kissed him.........

I came back to reality when I bumped into someone. I looked up and saw and saw a guy with blond hair and blue eyes.

"Sorry." I mumbled.

"It's okay," he said, cheerfully, "Actually I'm happy I bumped into you." He looked me up and down.

"Uh...yea....err....." I stuttered.

"What's your name?" he asked.

"Lauren." I replied.

"Hey Lauren. I'm John. Nice to meet you." He said and extended his hand towards me. I didn't take it.

"Thanks." I replied and turned away from him.

"Sheesh. I was just trying to be friendly." I heard him mutter behind me but I kept on walking. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anybody.

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It was 12 when I reached my building. Since I didn't have anything to do and I knew that if I didn't do anything I would just think about Louis so I decided to head over to his house. I took out the car keys from my purse and got in to my car which Louis had gifted me when I had gotten my driving license. He knew I wanted a car really badly and that I didn't have enough money to buy one and after a lot of declination from my side I had finally agreed to accept his present. I mean what could I do, I had gotten my license on the 11th try and I wanted my own car really badly- true story about getting the driving license on the 11th try.