Night Owl

Night Owl Ch. 22

"Wait, what did you say?" Jin said as he smiled and alooked down at me. Smiling back up at him I cupped his cheeks and pulled him in to kiss me once again. I missed the feel of his tender plump lips against mine.

As much as I've forgotten, I remembered so much more once our bodies intertwined. His scent, the weight of his body pressing me down, his muscular frame. I missed him so much and I hated that I had forgotten just how much, until this moment. I felt his hand grazing the side of my body. Touching me gently as he tested the waters. It's been years for us both and I was nervous to say the very least.

I subtly felt his fingertips grazing my belly and my breath hitched at his gentle touch. He was throbbing between my legs. I could feel his dick twitching the further we got along, and it made my sex excited thinking about being connected once again.

Lacing my fingers in his hair, I kept his lips on mine. As his hand slid up my shirt, I could feel his fingers grazing my nipples through the thin fabric of my bra. My hips bucked into him at the tingle that slid to my clit. He knew all my triggers; he knew how to get me there and fast.

I hated that it felt so good. I hated that I wanted him. My only thought right now was ripping his clothes off and fucking him until I was exhausted. He had the same thought as his kiss moved to my neck, drinking me in with every lick to my tender skin.

"Fuck, Rae Rae," he panted, "I missed you so much baby." Opening my eyes my breath stopped. As his familiar presence washed over me, I became one with who I used to be. One with, Jin. I remembered my promise to him, and tears pooled in my eyes. Sensing my change in aggression, he peeked up at me to see what was going on.

Noticing my tears he sat up, pulling me up with him. "Rae Rae," his voice regretful and guilty. I felt terrible. It was me who didn't stop him, and truthfully, I didn't want to. I want to have sex with him, for him to touch every ounce of my body. There's no doubt in my mind that I want this, but my thoughts are betraying me.

My lashes flicker up to him, studying his face as he stares back at me. I remember every curve of his face, from his brow to his chiseled jaw line. He was perfect. The man of my dreams. The reason I'm a vampire in the first place; I became what I am to be with him. But now he's not the only man that owns my heart. He's not the only man that I crave and want beside me.

Looking down at his knees, he simply mutters, "it's, JK, isn't it?" He doesn't bother looking up at me because he knows what my answer will be. Closing my eyes I nod my head, knowing he's not looking at me, but recognizing what I'm saying. "You want me though, don't you?" Again, as my eyes stayed closed, I nodded my head. This time I could feel his gaze upon me. "But now, you want him more?"

The tears began streaming down my face. I couldn't bring my self to look at him. I was a coward. I told this man nothing but lies. I truly believed back then that nothing and no one could come between us. I was wrong. I was so terribly wrong.

While it felt amazing and I know it was Jin, my mind kept seeing JK's smile as I closed my eyes. As Jin's lips were against mine, it was JK's that I was imagining was there instead. As I felt his dick hardening against me, I imagined it was JK who was about to enter me.

I pulled Jin in with JK clouding my mind. I missed him, and while I do love Jin and a big part of me does still want to be with him, I miss JK. He's the one that I really want right now.

My head leaned back as I thought about how shitty I was in this moment. Kissing one brother, all the while thinking of the other. Letting him touch my body, imagining his touch was the one that I was truly seeking.