Boyfriends...
I never thought I'd have a boyfriend until at least college. I mean, at school, no one ever paid attention to me and I'd never had the guts to walk up to someone and ask them out on a date.
But now, I had a boyfriend – an actual, living, breathing, human boyfriend!
The only catch was... he was my stepbrother, too!
Dan and I were at the loft... lying on his bed... staring up at the ceiling... We'd been kissing for the last hour and had exhausted ourselves. I wondered what he was thinking about... If he was worrying about our relationship... If he was thinking about pulling the plug on it...
Just then, Dan tightened himself around me. Something electric was in air... zapping between us... Out of nowhere, my stomach whirl-pooled. Things started to tighten up from the waist-down.
Of course, it was only natural for me to have those kind of thoughts about my boyfriend...
But with Dan?
I mean, we'd only gone so far as kissing... maybe even a little French-kissing... wrapping my arms around his smooth, slim neck... running my fingers through his dark, bushy hair...
But it never went any further than that.
Could it?
Now?
There was only way one to find out...
I cleared my throat. "Hey, Dan?"
"Yeah?"
"Can... can we... um..."
"Huh?"
I was too shy to ask Dan to have sex with me. So, instead, I moved my hand down his thigh, hoping that he'd take the hint and...
"Whoa, whoa!" he gasped, pushing my hand away.
"W-what's wrong?"
"We can't do that!"
I huffed. "Why not?"
"Because... because..."
"We kiss all the time so why can't we do that too?"
Dan sighed. "W-what if someone came back? What if my dad caught us?"
"You said he barely comes back here any more!"
"Look, Eric... if we were gonna do that, then... we'd have to book a hotel room or something. Doing it here is too risky!"
"But don't you want to do it with me?" I challenged.
"I-I don't know... I guess I just haven't thought about it."
"Well, I think about it! I think it about it all of the time!"
"Look, let's leave this conversation for another day, okay?"
With a huff, I looked back up at the ceiling, wondering when that day would actually come.
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Eric Is Back (A Gossip Girl Novel)
Fiksi PenggemarHey, Upper East Siders! After two long years, Eric van der Woodsen is BACK from boarding school! All he needs to do now is keep his nose clean until graduation... But turning over a new leaf is going to be hard with Dan Humphrey still in the picture...
