My Boyfriend's Dad

A Kiss

Edward POV:

Weeks passed and it almost seemed like everything was going back to normal, me and my son are talking about marriage, proposals, all kinds of ideas, I've never seen him this happy before, my heart hurts when I know the type of person I am against him, I feel like I betrayed his trust again and again, and somehow I don't feel any remorse, I was dying for that kiss, and even though it was for a brief moment, it lightened a part of me that I left dying in the dark.

I know you're probably wondering how that happened. Well, it was a nighttime, I was downstairs eating my food, and when she went down to get some water, I guess by the way her hair was, I could sense that her and Hector were at it again, a part of me felt jealous, and as a stupid idiot, I play right through her games and I fall right back in my temptation, till now I could still feel her lips on my and even with my son next to me, I don't feel any shame, , I'm not sure why I feel this way, but perhaps graving something so prohibited left a harmful mark on you.

Dad, are you okay? You be in out, I look up at Hector's curious face and I feel like I'm sweating bullets, how can I tell him that the woman he's talking about is making me feel the way I'm feeling, and what's worse, if I had the chance to go further with her, I wouldn't even feel any pressure, I'd give in, how can you say something so diabolical to someone who has been by your side the longest, maybe if I reject the idea of them getting married, it will be a good thing, I mean, she didn't even think twice about him, when my hands were all over her body, she didn't even stop, let alone try to stop me, I could have slept with her with my son remain still inside of her, she wouldn't care, and to be honest, is she even worth that much, but I know the answer, and I will always give in to her no matter how hard I try to be little her, because we are both the same.

I look up at Hector's questioning face and wink at him, "Relax, son, I have too much on my mind; don't worry about your old man." Hector shakes his head and looks out the window of the room, "Look dad, I know you've been by yourself for the longest time since you and mom divorced; I'm not trying to judge you or anything; it's just that you need to go out there and find someone to stay with; I mean, the house is already way too big for you to live there; when I was a child, I understood that I needed space to play games and run around, but now it's a waste of space and money.

You can move to a smaller place or move back home with me, you can stay with me as long as you want, my eyes widening as it offers, and my body excited to this new information, to be able to be in the same environment with my little vixen, how lucky can I be, but how dangerous will it be, unless he finds out about us and pretends to be helping us, although I'm not sure how that will work for us, but I know it won't end well.

I know how this story will end, but if I am careful enough, maybe I can make it work out for the both of us. As much as I hate to admit it, I don't think I will be able to live with myself if anything happens to her, she can't even make it through this all alone, so I know that this will be the most painful experience in her whole life, she might lose more than she can bear, and how she will act with everyone, including Hector's mother. I need to be cautious about everything that involves us because I know that my ex-wife will stop at nothing to ruin Gabby's life, and you can trust me that she doesn't play when it comes to making other people unhappy.

As a fool, I agree to move back home, home with my son dealing with a deception, I know all too well that evil deed never goes unpunished, you lived by the sword, you die by it on your side, each sinner will pay for they sin, so as a thief, I will steal what is not mine, just I could feel some sort of dictatorship of my own, Hector may not forgive her, but I know he will one day forgive me for my crimes, I just hope I don't lose him in the process of it all, I don't know how I'll get through the rest of my life without my little boy.

What is it about her that makes you desire to disregard your moral duty? Edward, my best friend's voice echos through my head, she doesn't have any respect for herself, who in their right mind would want to do something so filthy as that, who want to go against someone as loyal as Hector for a walking disaster as you, does she even know you at all, does she even know the reason behind your divorce, no, as a fool as she is, she doesn't think, a brainless woman as her wouldn't stay by your side for long, so think carefully before you lose someone as important as Hector, and be grateful for his compassion, because once he finds out, believe me, he will abandon you just like everyone else.

I know, believe me, but if I carefully put it down, maybe just maybe, like the little kiss we add, we might get through it all without Hector ever finding out, I mean it is better to share than to lose it all if I am being honest, she was mine before he was hers, but that is not the case now, I am willing to overlook everything just to be around her because I don't know what I am feeling, but I do know it is something good, she makes me feel alive, that is something I haven't felt in a long time, so if I get to be a piece on the side, that's fine with me as long as I get to spend time with her.