Floating hearts

I think im gonna need time....

Haiii, sorry for the slow output of chapters, test is starting Monday and shii sooo I decided to give you a chapter before I start posting more often on Thursday going forward! Anyways, enjoy.
Sorry in advance if the chapter is wayyy too short

Nickel's POV:
We woke up tangled up in eachother's grasp, though I didn't mind being in his arms, his warm, gentle arms....should I....kiss him??? No, he's been through too much for me to think about my own feelings right now! If I want him to appreciate me, I should start by loving him at his lowest....i see his eyes flutter open, his beautiful emerald eyes shine so brightly in the sun, contrasting my blue eyes. "Mmmm~ morning nicks~" Balloon hummed softly. "I- uh- morning loon!" I spout lovingly. "Hm....the sun makes your eyes look pretty..." Balloon muttered half asleep. Oh fuck I'm blushing. "Uhh t-thanks!....y-yours too!" I complimented back. "Thanks Nicks, you know....you're a really good friend" he hummed, his face turning a redder shade than it already was. "Y-you are an amazing person balloon....too amazing" I added. "Alright, let's get up and get ready now, I don't think we could stay all day in bed!" Balloon said, getting up from his position and rushing to the bathroom. Oh thank Jesus he's gone! Now I have to sort out these feelings of mine...maybe I should....no.....I will confess today, I just have to get this off my chest!!!! I want to help him feel stable again...that's my only wish...I love him so much...

Balloon's POV:
Oh god! Waking up next to nickel is something I wish I could do all the time!!! I should write about this in my journal....but it's all the way out there, besides it would look odd of me to go into the bathroom with a notebook and a pen! I get ready and do my usual routine, looking at my prescription glasses and my contacts, deciding to go with my glasses today. Before I walked out of the bathroom, I realized that nickel was stuttering a lot more, blushing....things I do around him.....wait....hold on.....does he....? Nevermind that's silly, he wouldn't!  Besides, even if he did, I'm too unstable for a relationship right now...I wouldn't want to hurt him....but at least I don't have to worry about that now!

*Time skip the rest of the day cuz I'm lazy and gotta get ready for school sorry*

I got a message for me to meet nickel in the field at 4:00 P.M....right now it's 3:50 so I should go now!

*10mins later they both are there*

Nickel looks nervous, I see him holding a rose, blushing in a bowtie, I was wearing a flower crown Suitcase made for me. "Uhm balloon....i have to say something..." he started. "W-what is it?" I stumbled on my words a bit. "I.....good god I don't know how to say this.... But uhm.....I.....I l-like you!" He admits, his face turning bright red and handing me the rose. "N-nickel.....I.....I can't.....I'm not ready.....I....im so sorry!" I ran away crying, I know I want to, but I can't, I don't wanna hurt him.

Nobody's POV:
Nickel sat there, crying his eyes out. "I knew it....i knew he wouldn't care, and I still did it....i hate this I FUCKING HATE THIS!!!" Nickel ran back up into their shared bedroom and went back into his stash of alcohol. He drank an entire bottle of vodka and still felt empty, he needed more. Suddenly before he took another sip, test tube and Baseball came in to check on him. "Nickel what happened????" Baseball rushes to take the bottle away from nickel and succeeded. "B....balloon.....he....rejected....me....i....i can't..." Nickel weakly said before he passed out. "Golly gee, that must have taken a toll on him! I'll throw away all his alcohol, now that we know exactly where he keeps it....you take care of him..." test tube takes all of the bottles of alcohol and carries them downstairs to dispose of them. "Buddy....you are soooo messed up.....I'm so sorry.....I wonder....if balloon actually meant to hurt you like that??" Meanwhile with suitcase and balloon. "So you wanted to reject him??" Suitcase asks balloon. "No...of course not! I love him! It's just that... if I said yes, I would hurt him....." Balloon admits sheepishly. "Well....lets put it like this, you probably hurt him even more by saying no!" Suitcase explained. "Oh....i am so stupid!!! All because of my brother...this sucks!!!" Balloon said through a gruff tone.

Water balloon's POV:
I look through the door to see balloon freaking out and crying, I wonder why he's crying...I know he wouldn't be thrilled to see me...but maybe...just maybe.... Before I took a step, I bumped into a really tall guy. "Oh uhm sorry!" I hurriedly apologized. "Watch where you're- oh....its you...." The tall person said. "You know me?" I asked them. "Yeah....balloon told me about you....you're a garbage brother you know...." They scolded. "Wh-what did he say about me?" I asked curiously. "Well....he talked about all the evil shit you did to him...I'd think twice about approaching him at this moment, the last thing he wants to see" they scowled, looking down at me with pity. "I....i want to make it up to him...apologize....i know the damage has been done, I know I can't reverse all I've done wrong, but I want my brother to at least see me as a person...I was diagnosed with sociopathy at a younger age....thats why...." I explained, my tone lowering with each pause. "Oh....that's unfortunate dude, I get it. It's hard to change the past, your little brother knows that all too well....as long as you are trying....its good enough isn't it?" They assured. "Yeah....thanks....what's your name??" I asked the tall object. "Paintbrush....my name is paintbrush....well I gotta go! Nice meeting you dude, hope it goes well!" They went back to quickly walking down the hall.... I think I'll give balloon a moment to collect himself first.....I don't wanna intrude any further, besides, I don't think I'm personally ready to confront him either....im willing to wait for it....

HAIII HOWS THE CHAPTER, THIS IS THE LAST ONE FOR A BIT SO ENJOY ITTTT TMR I GOT TEST HELP