EXO Imagines and One-Shots

[25] "You're Just Nothing..." - Kai Imagine (Part One)

A/N:

I don't know WHAT THE HELL WAS GOING ON WITH ME?!

While making this fic, in an instant, tears immediately fell from my eyes. And I don't know why am I feeling this. Maybe because I'm frustrated or something? Or maybe because I'm just sad?

Or is it because I'm EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE right at this moment?

Heck! This is not good~ :'(  I hate this feeling... UGH!

I NEED SOME HUGZ, CHINGUS~ ㅠ.ㅠ

By the way, this Kai Imagine was divided into two parts because it's a little bit longer compared to the others (and I'm too lazy to post it in one 'cause I'm fabulo— *slapped*).

WARNING: WITH A LITTLE BIT SAD ENDING. IF YOU'RE NOT FOND OF READING FICS LIKE THIS, YOU WERE FREE TO SKIP IT~ (Author-ssi wants your kokoro/heart to be okay~^^)

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※ It's a beautiful day...

I'm looking for something dumb to do~

Hey baby! I think I wanna marry you~

Is it the look in your eyes~?

Or is it this dancing dews~?

Who cares baby? I think I wanna marry you~ ※

     You started your day by having a happy and jolly performance while walking down the stairs going to your kitchen. And because it's beautiful day, you've almost forgotten the presence of your boyfriend who was sitting on the couch and playing on his phone while PATIENTLY waiting for you.

     And because it's a beautiful day, you can't ignore this certain feeling that he's gonna RUIN your lovely day...

     "Yah!! Stop making that ugly noise, ___ [y/n]!!" he shouted and ordered without looking at your direction.

     And you are so RIGHT! Your beautiful was RUINED!

     "SHUT UP, PERVERT!! YOU'RE PISSING THE HELL OUT OF ME, KKAMJONG-SSI!!" you answered back while continuing to walk towards your kitchen.

     You've eventually get a canned juice from the refrigerator and drank it to calm your nerves and mind down. You even took a deep breath for you to lighten up your mind.

     And this made your Jonginnie worry...

     "Oi! You okay, ____ [y/n]-ah? Are you not feeling well, my dear?" he asked. He even stopped himself from playing and gave you a worried look.

     As a response, you immediately looked at his direction and gave him a slightly irritated look.

     "Don't worry, Kkamjong-ssi. I'm okay and feeling so fine~" you answered. You even threw the can on the garbage bin — shooting it like a basketball player.

     And when you looked back at him, he was now focused on his phone — playing some games while smiling crazily but in a creepy way. You sighed, made a 'Tch' sound, and walked back towards your room.

- TIMESKIPPU by AUTHOR-SSI~ -

     And because you can't keep wasting your time for this beautiful day, you've decided to spend it by shopping and mall hopping. And of course, you've also dragged along your tanned, sexy dancing machine boyfriend.

     But still, he was keeping his amazing role of being your 'Beautiful Day Crusher'.

     You're busy choosing a dress for an upcoming event. Your eyes and mind were focused in choosing for a best dress for that event.

     And when you looked at him, you can see from his face that he's really bored.  So, as a worried girlfriend, you've began to cheer him up a little bit.

     "J-Jonginnie~ Wanna help me in choosing a good dress?" you asked him, a bit stuttering due to nervousness.

     "Naah~! I'm too lazy to decide for you, ____ [y/n]-ah. I think you're good whatever dress you'll wear. But it might be the best if you'll be naked~" he answered while giving you a dangerous smirk, that gives you a chill on the spine.

     You've immediately looked away at his direction because of what he said. He really never failed to bring you this kind of feeling. So, your focus returned back in choosing the dress while he went back in doing what he was doing before.

     Thirty minutes have passed and you're now ready to try the dress you've choosen. You were about to enter the dressing room when he began to talk which causes you to popped out an imaginary vein in your head.

     "Yah~! ____ [Full Name], not done yet? Boredom was eating my system here..." he said, yawning.

     And because of what he said, an angry smirk was eventually written on your lovely face and your fist was clenching — ready to punched his handsome face. You even mentally asked yourself why did you EVEN agreed to date this kind of man? Sheesh...

     "IF YOU CAN'T WAIT FOR ME THEN YOU BETTER GO HOME NOW, KIM FVCKING JONGIN! I DON'T NEED YOUR PRESENCE HERE, YOU DUMBASS!" you shouted angrily and went inside the dressing room. You even locked it up in order for him to lost an access to enter and try to 'comfort' you.

    Tears began to fall from your beautiful eyes. You're hurt — your mind, your body, and your soul. You don't know why he was acting like he doesn't care for you. As far as you can remember, you've never done anything that defies him. And for how many months of dating him, you can't still endure this cold personality of him.

     'Maybe we're not meant to be together...' you sadly said to yourself.

     Another fifteen minutes have passed and you've decided to go out of the dressing room. You're expecting that Jongin was waiting for you. But as you went out, you've seen nothing.

     No Kim Jongin was there.

     This made you realized that you're not that IMPORTANT to him — that you're just NOTHING to him. You've immediately bowed down your head and cried in silence.

     You are NOTHING to him...

     Five words that gave you another hurtful realization.

     You've released a fake smile afterwards. Well, instead of standing in front of the dressing room with a gloomy aura and create an embarassing scene, you've decided to go to the counter, pay for the dresses that you've picked, and go home.

     And maybe that will help you in deciding one important decision. Yes, it'll bring you so much hurt but in a positive side, it'll also change your life — presently and in the future.

     "I think we should end this relationship, huh, Kim Jongin... For I'm not that important to you, right...?" you muttered, sadly.

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A/N:

Yeah, yeah... another Author's Note again, right~? ^^ (Please don't hate me-ssu~ *insert Kise Ryouta-like pout*)

But really, kidding aside, I'm REALLY having SLASH experiencing unstabled emotions right now which affects my physical and mental well-being (If I'll include psychological well-being here... ahmm... that would be creepy, isn't it?).

Well... I need some cuddles here, chingus~ ㅠ.ㅠ

~ ☆ YANNI LEE ☆ ~   

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