Star Wars clone wars One shots/ Random

Mental war (finally not a edit)

A/N okay a little hold me over. Why people read these I have no idea xD next chapter is another meeting with a Jedi. That will be up soon. This has officially become a Star Wars random book xD short chapter. Don't judge it's 1 am

Random clone CO pov
No matter how hard you try can you truly forget? Can you forget the screams or the silent pleas? Regrets, decisions to be made. It's all up to you. Accidents happen but is it ever truly an accident? How far war takes it never ends. As said before the balance of life and death merge between blurry lines. Lessons to be taught stories to be told. Time seems to fly as you watch your brothers be slaughtered. Merciless, never ending. Then comes the healing, but don't be fooled. The facade never holds. Doubts, thoughts, questions begin to consume. If it weren't for you how many would still be alive? Your hands control their fate. If you find the time, look closely and you might see, all the lingering sorrows and pleas. The CO's are something to behold. Never let this weakness be shown. However unspoken words this may be. Silence tells the truth. That it was your fault, why can't you see. Feeling sorry is something that can't be ignored. Nor can the tear drop that shows so much more. However it screams don't judge me. Weakness is to be eradicated. But the burdens and guilt are like chains. Weigh down until there's no backs to break. Pain collides with the free, as the damned screams of agony. Never underestimate, for the mental war is much worse then it seems. Can you see that it's to late to save me?