Demons~ Muke

Oath

Wherever you go, just always remember

that you've got a home for now and forever~

"Okay so, I got into a fight...again." I said biting my chapped lips and looking at my shoes.
"Michael!" Calum scolded whilst hitting me lightly on my still heavily bruised arm.
"Sorry Cal." I said keeping my eyes fixed on the floor. Calum had a parental look of disappointment on his face, a look that most kids knew all too well. Especially me, it was pretty much my fathers permanent facial expression whenever I was near him.
"Carry on though." He said placing a hand half heartedly on my shoulder.
"After the fight was over I think I fell unconscious or something because I was woken up by this guy. He had the most beautiful eyes Calum, he really did." I said pausing, still mesmerised by the memory of his flawless blue orbs. "Anyway, he picked me up and took me to his hou-" I was cut off mid word by the protective Kiwi boy.
"Wait...wait, so you just let this random ass kid take you to his house- alone- in the dark?" He said in disbelief. I nodded seeming totally unfazed by it all.
"If you would let me finish then maybe it will make more sense to your rational ass." I said, my voice was laced with mock-aggressiveness. "So we got back to his house and he put ice on all my cuts and bruises but because of the contact and the fact that I'm in a permanent state of horniness I got a...um...I got a boner." Calum burst out laughing immediately, his eyes welled with tears and he lost his breath within seconds.He begun to pant desperately as he attempted to re-compose himself. Rather than my penis all my blood had now rushed to my cheeks as I sat watching my friend silently torment me.
"Before you ask, yes he noticed and yes, it was awkward. It was awkward as hell." Calum continued to chuckle as I continued with my tale.  "We talked all night and he was a really sound dude. He took me up to his room and it was incredible. Really similar to yours." I said gesturing to the walls and the instruments surrounding us. "Then he taught me a little bit of guitar so we were like really close and it took me all I had to not get a boner again." Calum looked confused yet again.
"But Mikey you can play guitar, pretty well too." My lips formed into a straight line and I looked around the room jokingly
"Um..." I struggled "Calum he was really hot I don't know?! He asked and I could hardly refuse." I said in a sudden burst emphasising the word refuse as if I were totally horrified by the prospect-which I was. "Then I sang him long way home which was sweet and the sexual tension just rose like the Empire State Building. Then we kind of kissed." I said exhaling slightly as I got it off my chest.
"You kissed?!" Calum said just as shocked as I was when it happened. "Good on you brother, that's awesome. But why are you here now, why aren't you having sex with him or something." I slapped Calum as the words left his permanently inappropriate mouth.
"You know I'm not that easy, but anyway I kind of ran away from him." I told him sounding entirely ashamed of myself as I trailed off at the end.
"So first you 'kind of' kiss him and next you are 'kind of' running away from the poor fella?!" He said putting it bluntly and laying the truth out in front of me, increasing the aching of my heart.
"Yup, it really is as bad as it sounds, I'm kind of hating myself for it right now. He was such a nice lad and he was breathtakingly attractive and I just left him." Calum clearly didn't sympathise with me and I couldn't blame him a single bit.
"You really have been a dick, stop being a raging cunt and just go and apologise." He said failing to consider my feelings.
"But I think I like him and he sure as hell ain't gonna like me now. Plus I'm unhealthy for him, I destroy everything I touch, it still amazes me that you've stuck around to deal with my endless shit." Calum's expression now turned from annoyance to pity. He didn't often pity people but we had something different. Ours was a bond that could never be broken.
"You're worth it." He said softening his voice until it was just above a pleasant whisper.
"What's his name?" He asked quickly
"Luke Hemmings." I said with a sigh.
Calum registered my hurt quicker than anyone else could.
"Stay here tonight, but I swear to fucking god if you don't go and see this Luke guy tomorrow I will handcuff you and drag your sorry ass down there myself." He warned and I nodded.