Iris 2.0

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When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am~

We finished our meal and the conversation had been flowing faster than the beer. We were both mildly tipsy when we left the adorable pizza place, the humid air greeted us as we stepped outside.  Simultaneously Luke and I had burst in to a random fit of giggles, I must admit we were both a bunch of lightweights. The evening had been very successful in my eyes, I now knew a lot more about him and he had seen me in a different light. Before, I was the just dick head who ran away from him after a pathetic kiss but now I had substance, I was a respectable human in his eyes. I guess that was all I really wanted from this little date, I just wanted to put him in a position in which, if he wanted to he could get to know me and make something out of what we 'had'.  I never really knew this until now but I really did need someone like Luke. Merely weeks before I was happy to be living life alone, without hassle, but it was my thoughts when I was alone that poisoned me the most. I need someone like him to make me feel truly alive again.

There was something beautiful about being with Luke, a sense or serenity I could never feel anywhere else. In the time I spent with him it made me feel like, for a brief moment, the demons  had weren't so real after all. Every fibre of my being wanted to make something out of this, I wanted to make what we had real. I could only hope that he wanted the same. 






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