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31. Why me?

N A K S H A T R A

“Hello Nakshatra! Missed me?” he said. It was very familiar. Very very familiar. “Who are you?leave me, what do you want from me!?” I asked. I remember I was in my cabin for the night shift when someone out a cloth on my face.

The man opened the band covering my eyes causing me to not believe my eyes. Cause me to doubt my own sight.  “Av... Avyukt?” I stuttered. “Yeah dear dove. Remember, I told you I will get a hold on you, but you didn't stop, and now look, you're here, present in front of me. “I..it was you.. the... The Stalker t..thin..
Thing!” I asked. “Yes dove!” he said. “A..and Sahira?” “She was just a way to get near you. I never ever loved her!” he said. Just then he began taking off his belt.

Warning:
The scene ahead contains torchers and some parts of Rape. So kindly skip, if you're not comfortable.

“No no no! Don't, don't do this to me Avyukt!” “You made me do this dove!” he said and began hitting me with his belt. “Everyone. Get out NOW!” he yelled and everyone, went out. “Were'nt you getting so pleasure from him, especially when I told you to stay way from him, huh? Now let's see, how much pleasure you get this time!”
He began tearing the sleeves of my kurta. I protested. Crying and throwing my hands, but all went in vain. He tore my kurta and pant. He tore my undies as well. “No. No no, don't do this Avyukt!” I protested against, but he tied my hands with the ropes and sealed my mouth, raping me until I couldn't sence anything.

I was crying when he came and I tried covering my body with the little pieces of the torn kurta. “How are you dove? Anyways, here is your favourite Dosa. Your Avys cooked it for you” he said keeping the plate beside me and throwing an only kurti on my face. I wore it instantly, and ate the food to gain a bit energy.

I was lying on the floor thinking about my Adhwit, he must be so much bothered about me. When everything was okay, when I realised that, I had grown feelings for him, when I decided to confess him, this beast came and ruined everything. Just like now. “No. No no!” I began protesting against, but he wasn't listening, with much force, I  pushed him with my legs. “You.. you pushed me dove!” He said hitting my head against the wall again and again, untill it began to bleed. Just then he ripped off my Kurti again, raping me numerously. But I couldn't see what was it. But I can make sure, it wasn't just a thing that belongs to men, rather, it was cold hard thing, causing so much pain that I couldn't bear. It was unbearable. He continued inserting that thing in my vagina untill I felt a liquid thing coming out of my vagina. It was blood. Definately blood. He left. I can make sure, he left by his fading steps.

And from that day, that beast would come in, would satisfy his lust by creating such an unbearable pain that my vocal cords couldn't work, more than a whisper, that I couldn't see anything, that I couldn't even move my body. Every day, a woman would come and would feed me, covering me with duvet always. And the moment she leaves, he would come, twist my hands, my legs and would stretch them that I could feel my muscles tearing. He would, his my hands against the wall again and again, causing my vision to blur.

And this continued till a week. I lost all my hope. Everything. I can't do anything now. It would be better if I die. I don't want to live anymore.

I was trying to see, just then I heard steps. I tried covering myself from the duvet, but failed drastically, just then, felt a pair of covers over me!! “Nakshatra...” he spoke softly. “Professor Niel” I whispered. “yes!! I've got your phone, tell me what is it's password and I'll send your location to whome you wanted. It's, 'his Cariño!' I barely whispered. 'And send it to the name, saved as 'Mr. Husband!' I said. He left after telling me he sent.

Professor Niel was Avyukt's father. I can see a ray of hope.
But I can't trust anyone blindly. Just then I felt the sheets on me getting away. “What happened Dove, you were smiling!” he said hammering a nail in my both the hands.