Tuluyan ng bumagsak ang aking mga luha kasabay ng pagsakit ng aking ulo. I held my head because of the pain I felt when I started to cry.
Lumapit si Lucas sa akin na may nag aalalang mukha.
"Hey! Are you okay?"
"Do- Don't t-touch me!" nahihirapan kong tugon sa kanya.
But Lucas is Lucas he will do what he wanted to do. Nothing can't stop him even me.
"Let's break up Lucas!"
"Why are you dying breaking up with me Bella?"
My tears kept on flowing in my eyes and I cannot explain the pain I am feeling right now.
"I am feeling pain right now, my heart hurts so bad"
"Then stop worrying yourself, we are okay hmm. Please baby, if I did bad things I am sorry"
Umiling ako "No! I want to free myself, I want to be able to do things for my own. I felt small and incapable when I am with you Lucas"
"Let me hold you first. Let us fix this, don't cry like you disgust me or something. We will try to fix it" mahinahon niyang tugon sa akin.
"This will never fix anything Lucas. This relationship will lead us hurting each other. You don't even want to sleep with me anymore. You are tired of me, I can feel it. For almost 6 months, I know you are the one who takes care of me and you cannot even take care of yourself. I don't know if you still go to work, I am the hindrance to your life" and I burst out all my feelings.
"No you are not a hindrance nor a burden baby. I thought you want to be alone so I give you time to rest without me"
I don't want to bother him, pabigat na ko lalo sa kanya kaya naisipan kong makipaghiwalay sa kanya kasi hindi ako karapatdapat sa pagmamahal na binibigay niya sa akin. I don't think I will be able to surpass his level.
Siya ay isa ng ganap na business man habang ako ganito pa din. Cannot even finished college, wala pang nararating sa buhay. Ayaw kong maging pabigat sa kanya, he is taking care of me almost half of my life already and I don't want to bothered him anymore.
"Please let me live on my own Lucas, let me grow up. I don't want your help anymore"
"Do you know why I am still here baby? Because I keep on blaming myself why you are in this situation. Kung bakit ka naaksidenti, kung bakit ka na coma at hindi mo nagawa ang lahat ng dapat mong gawin. It hunts me to the extent that I wished, I will be the one who is on that fucking hospital bed fighting life or death"
At that moment I realize that I am not the only one who is suffering, he is also suffering from the guilt that he never prayed of. My tears kept on flowing for all the revelations I never imagined. Why this is all happened to us? Ito ba ang paraan ng mundo para sabihin sa amin na di kami para sa isat isa.
He gently held my hand and pulled me closer to his chest, he kissed my head and tightly hug me.
"Shh! Don't cry, Alam ko that you need an explanation" he sighed "I didn't explain to you because I wanted you to rest first. I want give you space because I cannot stop myself from wanting you and I don't want you to feel suffocated" pag amin niya.
"You don't bother to ask what I really feel Lucas? You really hope that I can understand you without explaining it to me?"
"Plese love, stop crying anymore? Your health with be our outmost priority right now" pagpapatahan niya sa akin.
"What about the scene I witnessed before the accident?"
This is the one I am dying to know, and I can feel my heart beating so fast. I never imagined that I have a strength to ask this.
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OBSESSED TO BELLA (Ongoing)
RomanceRATED SPG⚠️‼️⛔️ 🔞🔞🔞🔞 Bella is an orphan for almost 15 years but he meet Lucas who is more than half of her age. Lucas adopted Bella but little did she know. Lucas adopted Bella to warm his bed. Inalagaan ni Lucas si Bella as a perfect woman to w...
