Tell me please,
What does it feel like
To wake up in the morning
And no longer regret it?
Elaborate on how
You no longer feel
The overwhelming urge
To watch your blood drip.
Share the details
Of the weight you've gained
Because you no longer
See yourself as disgusting.
How does peaceful sleep feel?
How does real laughter feel?
How does happiness returning feel?
Please tell me,
In great detail
How it feels,
Because maybe,
Just maybe,
I'll be willing to hold on
Long enough to feel it.
