Update on how im doing & #83 Frerard (smut) i wrote last time

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Update (⚠️TW MENTION OF RELAPSE⚠️): Unfortunately I am not getting better; worse, actually. And I don't quite know what to do with myself. This story is one I wrote but never posted because I wanted to save it for if something like this ever happens where I am unable to post for the week. I thought that how I have been feeling lately was just one of those really rough times where the next day I'll feel better and post eventually anyways(one example being the times I post saying sorry if my posts are slowly lately but proceed to post twice that week) again but considering I haven't posted in awhile I figured I shouldn't make you all wait and that it probably means I really am getting bad. I am not sure how many of these I have, but I just know there definitely isn't much. If I continue to get worse this way and only ever post these so called "emergency stories" (that's what I call them), please bear with me and or if there are any errors etc. I thank you all for being patient and I hope I can get back to writing soon, but for now I am just focusing on trying to get through the day without relapsing due to it almost feeling like a daily thing. I appreciate everyone's support, and I apologise if I eventually stop posting completely.

Gerard's pov

I watched as Frank climbed on top of his bolster before wrapping his arms around it, his body sinking into it as he arched his back. "Mm.." "You're really enjoying that bolster aren't you?" "It's sooo soft," he smiled as I laid down next to him. "Well, don't forget who bought that for you." "Aw, jealous?" He joked as he kissed my cheek. I rolled my eyes as I pried him off of it, hugging him tightly as I wrapped my legs around his. "Hey!" "What?" I chuckled, letting him go. I flipped us over as I pinned him down, kissing him passionately. He cupped my face as he pulled me down even more, our bodies pressing onto one another. My hands traveled down his body as I tugged at the hem of his shirt, and he gently pushed me off before hurrying to throw his clothes on the ground. I quickly did the same as he pulled me in for a hot kiss impatiently, not even allowing me to pull my pants off completely. I deepened the kiss as I shoved him back down on the bed, smudging our saliva all over his lips roughly. He let out a small whimper as his dick began twitching, brushing over the tip of mine. I took it as an opportunity to explore every inch of his mouth with my tongue, roaming freely. I began caressing his skin before pulling away and leaving him breathless. I breathed down his neck as he trembled, kissing down to his collarbones. I licked all of his sensitive spots before nibbling lightly, making him bite his lip. His body tensed up as I kissed him down to his nipples, looking up at him. He nodded, but asked me to be gentle.

I carefully bit around and on his nipple, twisting the other playfully. I licked it all over before leaving a small bite mark around it, holding back a small chuckle when he whined. "G-Gerard!" "Aw, was that too hard? I was just getting started.." "You know I'm sensitive around there.." he grumbled as I smiled. "Can I put a blindfold on you?" "Mm.. okay," he giggled as I opened the drawer and passed it to him. I helped him put it on before secretly grabbing one more thing and a bottle of lube, asking him to open his mouth. He did so as I turned around, dragging my tip along his lips. He quickly got the hint and took my head into his mouth as I moaned, wrapping my lips around his. I kept licking all around his cock while buckling my hips occasionally, making him moan around me. "Darling, can I use something on you?" I asked as his tip twitched with excitement. He nodded as I poured some lube onto the toy I secretly took earlier. I used it to tease his entrance as his body jerked slightly, smirking. I slowly pushed it in as he took his mouth out of my dick. "I-Is that a butt plug?" "Is that okay?" "Just a weird feeling.." he mumbled as he squirmed. "We don't need to use it if you don't want to." "Can we just get straight to it?" He complained. I paused for a moment before climbing off of him and taking the blind fold off and butt plug out, making him whimper as I did so while maintaining eye contact. "You wanna try that again?" I asked in a low voice, glaring at him as I leaned in closer. Our faces were only inches apart, the silence filling the room.

Frank's pov

We stared at each other for a moment before I flipped us over, catching him off guard. I kissed him hard as I shoved my tongue into his mouth before he could even say anything, the two of us fighting for dominance for a moment before hearing a small whimper out of him. My fingers lingered around his entrance as our bare cocks rubbed against one another. I deepened the kiss as I searched around for the butt plug before gripping onto it tightly. "You see this?" I asked, holding up the butt plug in the air when we pulled away as he nodded in confusion. "We won't be needing it today. Knees down ass up, now." I demanded as threw it across the room and looked through the drawer. He didn't waste any time getting into position as his ass was high in the air, arching his back purposely. I ran the whip along his ass as I smirked, "You better start counting." I raised it as his body jolted, "O-One." "Louder." I raised it again, hitting even harder this time as he moaned, "Ngh~! Two.." I placed it down as I raised my hand, making him squirt precum, "Mmh... three." "Who the fuck said you could cum?" I snarled in his ear.

I kissed his cheek which was my way of apologising in advance before gripping onto his hips firmly, thrusting my cock inside of him with no warnings or lube. He screamed my name as he gripped onto the sheets, his toes curling. I pulled out before shoving it even deeper inside of him relentlessly as he screamed and moaned loudly, pleading for me to slow down. "How you like that huh? You dirty little bitch," "M-More~!" He begged, shouting louder than he anticipated. I bit my lip as we groaned in sync, feeling him push back against me as I rammed in and out of him violently again and again. I could hear him sniffle softly as I reminded him of the safe word, but he just nodded. I slowed down as I pulled out, causing him to push back against nothing. I flipped him over before thrusting deep inside him once more, holding his thighs above my shoulder. His head rolled back as he moaned, his mouth agape. I leaned down to connect our lips as I kissed him passionately, moving one hand down to cup his face. He kissed me back as his muffled cries mixed with soft whimpers, feeling his hands shoot up to the back of my head. He ran his fingers through my hair with his arms wrapped around my neck as we pulled away. "P-Please Frank I'm gonna cum," "Come for me darling" I said in a soft voice as he nodded, shoving my head into his shoulder as I felt my climax reaching. He squeezed my shoulders tightly as we came at the same time, pulling out as I collapsed beside him. The two of us turned to face each other as he climbed on top of me, pulling him down for a kiss. "O-Okay, now it's really my turn."

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