headphones (luke hemmings/5sos fanfic)

I miss you

(Luke's P.O.V.)

I look over at Alice and see her trying to smile while getting ready to go to Anthony's funeral and wonder what she is thinking. Is she thinking of a good time with her brother? I think she is is trying not to cry because he did tell her not to cry for him at the hospital before he died. Then at that point I see her wiping tears from her eyes and walk in seeing her still in front if the mirror trying to put on a necklace.

"You need my help?" I ask as she nodded and gave me the heart shaped locket and I put it around her neck. "Did he give you that?" I asked as she nodded yes and showed me the pictures inside of her and Anthony. She looked so happy there and I couldn't help but smile. She looked so beautiful and she had that look of happiness I missed so much from her. She used to smile most of the time I saw her even when I was a jerk to her. I love the fact that she didn't care if I put her down. She would always get back up again and be stronger than she was before.

I love her so much but she thinks I'm just a player when all I want to do is be with her. She means everything to me and I was a dick to her. I look down as she turns to face me. While I put the locket around her neck.

(Alice's P.O.V.)

What is he thinking about? I look over in the mirror seeing him looking down as if he was about to cry. It kills me that Anthony is gone but I try to smile at the memories we have. I turn around after he puts my locket on me and see his blue eyes meet my eyes. "What are you thinking about Lucas." He looks straight up. " I thought I told you not to call that." He says as I smile because I knew it bothered him a bit. "I know that's why I did it just to get your attention." I say as I tap his nose seeing him smile.

I look at the clock on the wall and frown. "Time to go and see him one last time and my mom." I sigh as he grabbed my hand and we walked to his car then drove off.

We get there and the first person I see is my mom. I look over at Luke as we get out of the car and walk to his burial plot and see that the limo with his coffin hasn't come yet. I face towards my mom who is talking to some of the people I have never seen before . I guess it was family or really close friends but I see her look at me and then she glared at me. I turn to Luke as we see Ashton's car pull up and he and Clover come out and she runs to me.

"I'm so sorry about Anthony." She says hugging me as I cry a bit. I asked her to come and Alex because he was close to both of them. "Is she coming?" I ask Clover as she nods yes. "She wants to be here for you." She said as I look across the cemetery to see Alex's car pull up. She gets out and goes to me crying. "I am so sorry for everything." She said as I cry even more cause I have missed her so much.

"Its fine." I say in tears a she and I kept hugging and crying as the limo pulled up. I saw Chris come out and open the trunk to pull out the coffin along with two of his friends to carry him to the table before he goes six feet under. I give a glare to Chris and saw he was trying and was hurt. I never understood why he never cried but now I see him shedding tears for the first time. I see them start to walk and lay his coffin on the table and I stand there with Luke and Clover. My hands go to my sides and I accidentally touch Luke's hand. We both look down and then look back into each others eyes. He looks back down and grabs my hand as we go and look at him for one last time. I put a letter in his coffin and it was the letter I wrote to him when he first got here. I wanted him to have it next to him now and forever.

We walk back as the priest says words about him and then my mom and Chris went up to say their eulogies and then they stepped to the side and went and left things for Anthony to have in his coffin. He said my name and I went up and spoke from the heart.

"Anthony was the best brother I could have asked for. He was there for me even when my parents weren't. I thought he was going to live a better life than abuse from Chris but I know everything happens for a reason. I love Anthony and even though he and I were never blood related he will always be my brother. I will love him forever and always." I say in tears as I look over at Chris and my mom and gave them a glare. I saw the pain in their eyes for once they felt pain for one of their kids. I walk to his coffin and bend down and kiss his cheek. It felt so lifeless and cold that I saw a tear appear on his cheek because it fell off my face. I start to cry more and walk to Luke.

When they began to put him in the ground I cried into Luke's chest. But when they were done and we drove back to his house he grabbed my hand and then my phone played the song when your gone by Avril lavigne came on and I only sang the line "I miss you".