Hollywood Undead |One Shots|

Deuce/Aron- Gone

I got bored.

Please.. please... don't let it be true... please...

Why? Why would he fucking do this to me? I thought he loved me...

Your mind made you thought of the worst of what he might say.

You annoying bitch. I don't love you anymore.

All of those cruel words twisted your heart in so much pain, and you started to breathe in heavily. You grabbed your (h/c) hair and pulled on it in an attempt to make you forget those haunting words. More of your tears raced down your cheeks, you wanted to scream.. wanted to break something.. you wanted to rip out your heart and make you forget about the word love.

"Babe.. you ok?" You stopped all at once, all of the pain and agony just went away. Slowly you looked over your shoulder, there you saw him, standing there with concern in his eyes, he walked closer to you but you moved away from him. Afraid. The horrible thoughts from before came back.

Your love doesn't mean anything to me. You're so pathetic.

"Is... i-it true..." You barely choked out your words, covering your eyes to escape to the darkness and away from Aron. You couldn't stop shaking and your breathing was hitching making it difficult to fill your lungs, like your suffocating on air.

"What do you mean?" As you knew he answered that, you cried even harder. You couldn't take anymore more of it, you felt weak and gravity took you down and cried into your hands. Not wanting any more of this pain.. hurt.. and.. love.

Aron knelt down next to you, he hated to see you cry, but he knows why you're crying. Every tear he felt landed on him, was shooting him in his selfish heart.

"I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry.." You could hear his heartbeat in your ear, it felt like it was hurting him even more. His voice started to crack and you felt a couple of tears on top on your head. You quickly got up and walked past him and out the door, the guys saw and started to worry.

"Hey (y/n), what's wrong? What happen?" The soothing voice was from Matthew, he blocked your way from the door.

"Please just leave me alone.." Pleading him to move, but he didn't. He kept insisting that you stay and talk about the problem. "I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE!" You screamed in his face and more tears building up at the sudden action you did. The amount of hurt in his eye froze you and looked around. Jordan and Jorel, everyone on the bus went quiet. You rushed past him and outside you went, hearing Jorel's voice yelling at Aron.

"What the fuck did you do to her?!"

"I.. cheated.."

You just wanted to be away from.. anything and everything. You felt empty enough where you could drift away into space. Your tears were still there not wanting to leave, making you feel like they're your only company.

You ignored all of your surroundings, thinking about the things you did wrong and what you should've done right. Your legs felt numb and tried, even though you walked for a block and a half. Feeling like if you fall, you could fall into the earth or fly away.

"(Y/n)!" You heard someone running after you, but you didn't stop. If you looked now, you won't see the same Aron you knew, but to see a man you have no love for.

"(Y/-" He called your name and something hit another and.. silence. Tires screeching on the asphalt and you turned around and saw what made your all of your intestines twist.

He laid there.. not moving. You turned around and walked back to him.. no, you ran to him. Aron was extremely wounded and his breathing was slowing down, but you knew he wanted to say something to you.

"I.. love.... you..." Faintly hearing him calling and lifted up his hand and caress your cheek and you held it there. All the negative thoughts come back and haunt you, making you feel guilty about it. Now, the person you love who you gave your time, and most of your life to is now leaving this world.

"Please please please.." You whispered endlessly while he hushes you.

"Don't.. beg.. me... to stay.." He wheezes out and your tears couldn't stop, but you didn't know what to do. You had on no extra clothing to stop the bleeding and you panicked.

"HELP ME!! SOMEONE, PLEASE HELP!!" You kept screaming until someone come out and called the ambulance. You desperately wanted to cradle Aron and to hold and kiss him. When the ambulance came...

It was too late...

You watched them taking him away from you and when they turned the corner, you banged your first on the ground.

"Why? Why? Why?!" Every day now you have to live your life without your special person, you never get to see their smile.. hear their laughs.. and feel their touch. You cried harder, to the point your eyes started to hurt, and felt you had no more tears left. You stayed there until someone offered you a ride home, but you said, "He was my home.."

He may do wrong to you, cheated on you, and lied to you about it. Deep inside, you wished you didn't overreact like the way you did.

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Extended Ending
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Watching you weep seemed like for hours in the afterlife, Aron felt no peace within him. Guilty about the way he left you alone with pain and a broken heart, while he's left with a broken soul. He watched you as you blamed yourself, he placed his hand over his heart.. nothing, but he could still feel the love he felt for you.

"I know you won't hear me, but I want you to stop mourning over me. Your tears are not worth the terrible thing I did to you... You're too valuable in lots of ways that I shouldn't have just for myself. I'm so sorry (y/n).." His last words before he went to the sky, even the Gods cried along with you.

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Better? Or not really?

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