a flicker is the only way I know how to love

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He moves like memory.
Not fast—
but true.

He catches it—
palms still soft with memory,
the arc of muscle remembering
what the body forgot.

One step,
then air.

Not enough to shake the rafters.
Enough to stir something
just beneath the ribs.
Not high,
but high enough.
Enough to hush the crowd
just long enough
to hear the past whisper.

Worn knees bend into something graceful,
not youthful—
something older,
earned.

A glance off glass,
a drop through net—
and suddenly
you're back.

Back in the basement,
back when posters covered walls,
back when he flew every night
and so did you.

Now—
he walks different.
Slower.
Measured.

But then—
there it is.
A cross.
A pivot.
A pull-up that floats
like it always did.
Like it still does
for just this second.

No roar,
just a ripple.
A caught breath.
A knowing smile,
like finding an old hoodie
that still fits,
kind of.

The clock doesn't stop.
It doesn't even slow.
But every now and then,
it stutters.

You remember a younger body,
a cleaner step,
a world that hadn't worn down
every joint,
every headline.

But this—
this is different.

This is after the fall.
After the surgeries.
After the nights
when nobody looked anymore.

And still—
he rose.
Not high.
Just enough.

Just enough
to remind you
what it felt like
to believe.

Not in winning.
Not in records.
Just in the beauty
of once.

And then—
it's gone.

Back to minutes limits,
back to tape and ice,
back to the sideline.

But you saw it.
You felt it.

Gone before you know.
Still with you
after.

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