Always Moving Ahead Never Afraid (I am afraid)

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I have forgotten how to speak.
My tongue—once fluent in every language of ease—
has curled itself into knots,
a shipwrecked sailor
on the shores of your name.

You do not know this,
but I orbit you.
I linger in the gravity of your absence,
suspended in the soft glow of a message unsent,
a question unasked,
a silence that begs to be broken.

I tell myself: stay away,
let the fever burn itself out.
But you—
you are a season that does not end,
a song without a final note,
a thought that arrives unbidden,
setting fire to the stillness of my mind.

I have tried to unwrite you.
To erase your echo from my hands,
from my breath,
from the spaces where you have never been
but somehow always are.

I do not know this language.
I have never been here before.
And yet, I hover over your name,
like a prayer too afraid to be spoken.

And yet, I hover over your name,like a prayer too afraid to be spoken

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