I hate the words I once loved

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Between us, 
love is a garden quietly exploding— 
flowers grow in silence, 
roots intertwine beneath soil, 
drawing secrets from darkness 
in rhythms we both hum but never speak.

Yet words fall 
like clumsy rain, 
muddying petals we crafted from light, 
washing colors into gray, 
turning whispers into strange echoes 
of languages we thought we shared 
but never truly knew.

Your voice and mine, 
once aligned in silent harmony, 
now fumble 
as two dancers 
suddenly uncertain of the steps 
they've practiced 
forever in silence.

When we speak, 
it's as though we rediscover distance— 
a bridge collapsing 
under the weight of letters 
we misplace, 
meanings escaping 
from our lips, 
slipping 
into rivers neither recognizes.

But without speech, 
your glance becomes scripture, 
each heartbeat a quiet sermon 
binding me to you— 
sacred silence 
more eloquent 
than a thousand poems 
or promises.

Love, in our story, it seems, 
prefers the silence of stars 
over the chatter of people— 
our shared quietness 
holding the universe steady 
in ways our words 
never can.

Which is interesting.

We were born under one sky, 
two breaths caught by the same breeze— 
shaped from the same subtle clay, 
crafted by fingers divine 
into mirrors reflecting one another.

But in our silence, 
we speak fluent galaxies, 
words woven of starlight, 
heartbeat songs whispered 
in rhythm perfect as rainfall— 
understood completely, 
beyond definition or sound.

Yet language stumbles 
from our tongues like foreign shadows— 
clumsy, uncertain travelers 
lost somewhere between our lips and hearts, 
spilling secrets that no longer 
sound familiar, 
fractured syllables 
in place of seamless whispers.

And suddenly 
the simplest words 
carve us apart, 
a canyon between reflections, 
echoes misunderstood— 
beauty turned foreign, 
two rhythms out of sync 
dancing separately 
beneath a shared moon.

It hurts— 
this love wrapped 
in confusion's thorns, 
to hold lips 
yet feel the pulse of connection
then to speak and feel the pulse
of a stranger, 
to gaze into eyes you know when speaking,
yet see nothing 
of what you believed 
was already yours.

But in quiet 
we rediscover 
truth spoken 
in silence's dialect, 
an allegory 
of love's deeper clarity— 
where your quiet presence, 
stronger than a thousand words, 
binds us gently, 
speaking 
louder, clearer, 
than all that language 
could ever muddle.

How can a love so full of knowing
become so foreign in sound?
How can voices that once danced
now step on each other's feet,
tripping, stumbling, missing beats
like an orchestra without a conductor?

Is love never meant to be spoken
only felt,
only known in the spaces where silence
isn't empty, but full of everything
we could never say?

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