Feelings

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Katy's P.O.V.

I woke up feeling like shit. I immediately knew it was because the water and swimming and all that jazz.
I honestly don't feel like doing anything today. My head hurt, my throat felt like there was needles in it and my body was in so much pain.

"John," I said as I threw my arm on his body. He was facing the opposite side of me. "John" I said a little louder. Nothing. "John god dammit" I tried to not speak to loud because of the pain in my throat. He wouldn't wake up and I needed him to make my sickness go away... Who am I kidding, he wasn't a magical fairy who grants wishes, but that would be a-fricken-mazing.

"Joohnnn" I groaned. This time I got a result. He turned around to look in my eyes with a irritated look.
"Yes?" He said.
"I don't feel good" I groaned once again.
"Oh shit" he instantly crawled out of bed. I looked at him with a confusing look.
"I'm sorry babe, but I really don't want to get sick." He had a sincere look on his face.
"Wow, your girlfriend is sick and you don't want anything to do with her? Tsk, tsk." I attempted to make him feel bad.
"Oh, no, I will do anything to make you feel better but, I just won't go near you." He grinned.

I looked over to his side of the bed and took his pillow. I put the pillow on my face and coughed on it. It hurt to cough but I didn't care. I set the pillow down next to me and rolled all over it.
"I think you want to go buy another pillow now." I giggled. He had a annoyed look on his face once again.
"Oh, Katy, Katy, Katy. You are something else, ya know that?" I replied with a smile and rolled over onto my stomach.
"Hey babe?" I said but in a kinda ruffled tone.
"Yeah" I heard him say from the bathroom.
"Can you close the curtains for me please?" My head was pounding so I tried to remove any light from the room.
"Yeah sure, hold on a sec." A couple seconds later I heard him close the curtains and the room got so much darker. I smiled at the comfort in the room, but my smile quickly went away when my head started pounding again.
"Owwwwww" I yelled. I instantly got hit with another pain but this one was in my throat.
"Owwww" I yelled but a little quieter.
This day was terrible. All I wanted to do was crawl under a rock and die.

I heard John come into the room and stand by my side. "Are you okay?" He asked "no, fuck my life." I burried my head into my pillow. I heard him chuckle and say "Katy, do want me to pick up some medicine for you?"

"Well, YEAH! You expect me to sit here all day in misery? Ha, I don't think so." I didn't mean to be rude but I was in so much pain.
"Woah, someone's rude today." I rolled my eyes and groaned.

Johns P.O.V.

I got dressed and fixed my hair. I grabbed my keys and wallet, in preparation to go to the store. I walked over to Katy to find her asleep. I kissed my hand and put it on her head. "I love you" I whispered. I felt bad for being so distant from her, but I really didn't want to get sick.

I drove to the store and got Katy some medicine. I looked around for something to help her. I found some cough drops, some aspirin, some face masks for when I go near her, and some candles. I don't really know why I got some candles, I guess I just wanted Katy to feel good, like she could relax. I also got myself a new pillow. It had a bunch of watches on it and it looked amazing. I have a thing with watches, I don't really know...

I paid for all of the stuff and put it in the passengers seat. I drove around for a while, just to clear my mind. I wanted to do something with her today but she's sick. I knew we shouldn't have gone in the water. Wow how stupid am I?

I stop by Starbucks and get us both an iced coffee. I don't know what she would want, since we don't really come here often, so I just get her an iced coffee. I get home to find Katy still sleeping and she sounds terrible. Her breathing is all raspy, she's coughing, and I can hear that her nose is stuffed. I turn on the TV that's in our room and sit in the wheely chair that's randomly next to the bed.

I start to hear Katy groaning so I turn to her. "Katy? Are you ok?" I ask. She doesn't answer me at first but she says something a little later. "No, I dont feel good." I go to the bags and pull out the medicine for a cold. I have two kinds: one for the day and one for the night.

I take 2 tablets out of the day time medicine and get a bottle of water from downstairs.

"Here baby, take this." I hand her the pills and open the water. She takes the pills and hands me back the water. I set it down on her bedside table.
"Babe can you pleeeease cuddle with me? I promise I won't get you sick." She asks me with puppy dog eyes. I run over to the bag, once again, and grab the masks. I get the hand sanitizer that's on my bedside table and put some on. I give Katy some to put on to. I didn't really like this but i felt like I needed to. I put a mask on and give Katy one to.

"Well someone really doesn't want to get sick, huh?" She said with a little giggle
"Yeah, I'm sorry, I just really don't like being sick." I say.

I crawled into bed next to her and I put my arms around her body. She's facing me so she rests her head on my arm, that's under her.
"Thank you" she says.
"Nah don't thank me, I was gonna do it anyway." I rub her arm with my thumb.
"If I could kiss you right now I totally would." I say to her.
"Me too" she says back. I look at her while she closes her eyes and falls asleep. I look at the clock on the wall above the door and it says 3:45. I couldn't just sleep all day. I stayed up and just watched TV.

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Katy's P.O.V.

I woke up to a dark room. Nobody next to me. I guess it was instinct to be scared because who wouldn't be scared waking up alone, in a dark room? I get up and walk downstairs. My body is still pretty sore. I look around to try and find John, but I don't know where he is. I try to call his name but all that comes out is a raspy whisper. I go back up stairs to get my phone. I go on my contacts and find "bae" and press call.

It rings for a couple seconds until I hear a nice soothing voice.
"Hello" John says over the phone.
"Hey it's me" I say while clearing my throat.
"Woah you sound... Better." I can tell he's lying but I let it go.
"Where are you?" I ask
"Oh, I got called into the studio for a meeting, but I'm on my way right now." He said all bubbly
"Ugh, your happiness is making me sick." I said annoyed.
"Well, you know what they say: never attempt to go in the freezing water when you know you'll end up going all the way in" he said with a giggle
"Oh shush." I roll my eyes
"Just hurry, okay?" I say
"Oh, does someone miss me?" He replied
"Uh no, I'm just kinda scared." I confess
"Oh, we'll I'll be there in about 10 minutes or so." he said
"Ok bye, love you"
"Love you too" then we hung up. I laid on the bed and put the blanket over me and waited for him.

Minutes later I hear his car pull up in the driveway. I get out of bed and walk downstairs. For some reason I felt clingy, like I wanted to be right next to him.

He opened the door and I ran into his arms. "Woah, were you that scared?" I heard him say. "No I just missed you" I giggled. "Aww, well I missed you too" he kissed the top of my head. "Oops" I quickly let go because I remember that he didn't want to get sick "what?" He asked confused "uh, I'm sick" I smile a little less. "Ehh I don't care about that anymore" he opened up his arms and I ran into them again. It felt so good to be in his arms.

We went upstairs and laid down.
"So what was the meeting about?" I asked.
"Oh, I don't really know actually, they were saying all kinds of things." He chuckled.
"Oh." I yawned and closed my eyes. I felt John kiss my head and I fell asleep.

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Sorry for the really boring chapter. My bad. Anyways thanks for reading this! Bye!

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