Johns P.O.V.
"Hey man" Michael my manager said. He sat down next to me and continued to talk.
"Its only been an hour and you're already falling asleep?" He chuckled. I laughed and looked at him.
"I don't do well in the air." I said.
"I'm not sleeping I'm just closing my eyes" I continued. I adjusted my head so I was looking out the window. Michael left a couple seconds later
I couldn't help but think about Katy and I. I mean, what else was I gonna think about for 12 hours.
I could feel our relationship fading day by day but I was to mezmorized by Katy to actually realize it. I don't want us to end up like any other celebrity relationship, over. I wanted us to have a happy ending but deep down I know that's never gonna happen.
I close my eyes in attempt to forget everything but everything is just too much. The words flow through my mind like a very large river that never ends. She doesn't deserve me, she doesn't deserve a man like me. She doesn't. I need to end it.. Today. I can't keep pushing her along this very immense road with me. She doesn't deserve it. She deserves a man who stays with her, who knows how to show the love easier, and who stands by her side every step of the way with her, like I do. I love her with everything in me but love is sacrifice. At least in my eyes.
I think about this for a little while longer, feeling my insides tare, my heart rip open, and my mind crash. I honestly don't want to do this but I need to let her go.
Katy's P.O.V.
I've shed more tears than I should've today. This whole day has been an emotional rollercoaster. Its almost unbearable. My mind is so clustered. I had so much to do this week but I couldn't keep my mind on that, I kept it on John. We're breaking apart very slowly. I have a feeling I'm not the only one who feels like that. He shouldn't of come back. We shouldn't of got back together..
"No" I said trying to take that horrid thought out of me mind.
"He makes me happy" I continued. It was almost like I was in a verbal argument with my mind.
"He is my life." I looked down after saying that and I felt a tear fall. He was my life, he is my life.
I took my phone out of my pocket and looked at the time. 9:30. Fuck. I need to talk to him. I need to hear his voice. I got off the couch and walked outside to the patio. This is where I started my day and this is where I shall end my day. I sat in the chair that John was sitting in earlier, watching the stars. I soon became drowsy and fell asleep.
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I woke up to birds chirping, the sound of the pool water moving, and the sun in my face. I smiled at the beautiful sight. I walked inside the house, fidgeting with the ring I always wore. I walked into the living room and sat on the couch, grabbing my phone I left on the arm rest last night and checking it. To my surprise I had 3 text messages. Of course my first instinct was to check them so I did.
12:04
John: Hey, are you sleeping?
12:45
John: So is that a yes?
1:02
John: Hey Katy, so obviously you're sleeping so we can talk tomorrow. Can you call me when you wake up please? We need to have a quick chat. Hopefully I'll be awake. I love you
I smiled at his texts. He always managed to get me to smile. I ran upstairs to my bedroom and grabbed my laptop. I was gonna Skype him instead because I wanted to see his face.
It rang for a bit but eventually he answered.
"Hey" I said with a smile.
"Hey" he looked tired but that was probably from the jet lag.
"What's up?" I asked eager to find out what we needed to "chat" about.
"I got your texts" I added. I instantly saw his facial expression change from a happy one to a kinda sad/awkward one.
"Uh Katy" he said. It kinda confused me as to why he was all the sudden acting strange but I pushed that off my shoulder.
"Yeah?" I said. I watched as he adjusted his laptop so it was further down on his legs.
"You know I love you right?" He asked. In response I just shook my head.
"Ok, what I'm about to say will change things a bit but hopefully it won't change things too much." I was starting to get worried but deep down I was already very worried.
"Ok?" I said hesitant.
"Uh, we need to break up.." In those 3 seconds he said that my heart dropped to my toes, my brain exploded, and my whole body began to shake.
"What?" I asked. I had no idea what to say. I was speechless.
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"Katy stop!" John laughed. Instead of stopping my childish acts I just kept going. I took a piece of ice that was in my, now filled with ice, cup, and sneakily put it in the back of his shirt. I waited for him to notice and when he did his reaction was priceless.
"NOOO!" He squirmed trying to get it out of his shirt. While he was doing that I was in fits of laughter. I held my stomach that carried a 3 and a half month old unborn child. A couple seconds later I stopped laughing and helped him get the ice out of his shirt.
John bent down to get eye level with my belly.
"You're in for a world of pranks, little one." John said. I rested my hand on my barely noticeable baby bump while watching John kiss it. I'm ecstatic for the baby to come and I'm sure so is John.
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"What?" I asked. I had no idea what to say. I was speechless.
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