Katy's POV
I laid in John's arms, instantly feeling relaxed and safe. But the more I moved the more I hurt. I couldn't control my sudden pain outbursts. My mind was too focused on trying not to worry John as much as I already was. If I was feeling any sudden pain I would rush into the bathroom and try my best to stay calm. I was afraid, I really was. I didn't know what could possibly be happening to me and I was getting ready to try and find out.
"John" I said as we both were staring at the beautiful lit fire.
"Yeah Katy?" He answered calmly.
"Can we go back to the hospital" I said as naturally as possible.
"What?" He asked. I felt him move his head down and look at me but I was too ashamed to look at him back.
"I don't feel good." As tears started to fill my eyes I couldn't help but feel like I was being really needy lately.
"I'm sorry" I said.
"No, no, no, of course we can go back. You don't need to be sorry about anything. I love you." He said.
The more I sat there the more I felt my bones stiffening and the pain was unbearable. I watched as John took a blanket from the couch and wrapped it around my back. He reached out his hand and felt for mine. As soon as he felt it he started pulling on my arms and just like that I was standing. I felt so bad, physically and emotionally. I didn't like how I was being so needy and annoying. It was just a matter of time until he got tired of taking care of me.
He let go of my hand and grabbed my shoes from the floor. I could see the worry on his face and it just worried me even more.
All of the sudden I saw something I swore was impossible. My mother. She's supposed to be back in Santa Barbara?
"Mom? What are you doing here" I question. I could feel John's eyes burning the side of my face.
"Katy who are you talking to?" He says. I look at him and instantly become nauseous.
"What do you mean?" I ask. I was about ready to pass out.
" Katy please tell me who you were talking to. Your mom isn't here.." He replies. The nerves get to me and I play it off like its a joke.
"Oh" I chuckled "no one. Tricked ya.." I could feel my face getting red and the more he looked into my eyes the more I felt him reading my mind.
"Can we just go?" I ask more demanding than anticipated.
"Uh, yeah" he said nervously.
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After getting back from the hospital we were both really worn out. They just gave me antibiotics and sent me on my marry way. I actually feel way better than before.
"Hey baby" I hear John yell from the kitchen. "What do you want in your tea?" He continues to yell.
Then just like that I hear the toilet flush. Out comes a smiling John. But I wasn't smiling.
"Weren't you just in the kitchen?" I ask hesitantly.
"No I told you I was going to the bathroom." He replied.
"Then who's in the kitchen?" I ask nervously.
He looks at me like I'm crazy and honestly I'm not thinking much different.
" no one silly.. Wait did you hear something?" He whispers.
" no no no I think I was just hearing things. It's okay." I try to say without stuttering. Something is happening.
"Okay then baby, well I'm gonna go to sleep then. You should get some rest too." As he lays down I couldn't shake the feeling of me being crazy. I hated this feeling. I was a bad feeling.
I laid still a few more minutes and realized how tired I was. In a blink of an eye I was out.
A couple hours later I woke up to my little brother tugging on my arm.
"Katy get up would ya?" He said rudely. As I opened my eyes I could feel my arm starting to feel more and more pain. I laid up and screamed "STOP" little did I know he wasn't tugging on my arm, but I was having a very realistic dream. David's voice still lingered in my head like a record playing.
"Kate? Are you okay?" I heard and that immediately snapped the voice right out.
" huh? Yeah, just a bad dream.." I said quietly. I laid back down and that's when I knew something was very wrong.
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Hey!!!!! Sorry that this chapter took like a million years. I just was having a bit of writers block so yeah. I hope you enjoyed this and stay tuned for the next!! :) (( sorry if this has errors I was in a bit of a rush))
