Katy's P.O.V.
Weeks after weeks crawl around without any word from John. He left all his clothes here and basically all his life is still here.
I've been handling the breakup unexpectedly well, considering its been a couple of weeks. I still have my moments where I miss him like hell but those are short lived.
I'm kinda dreading the day he does come.
Nobody knows about the whole breakup thing because I, personally, think it is very embarrassing to tell people that we broke up, then a couple weeks later say we're back together then repeat the whole damn thing. Its just not my cup of tea.
Even though its really hard keeping it from everybody, I just barely manage. I can tell the paparazzi are catching up with it all because why else would we not be together 24/7? Its all so stressful.
"Katy.. Katy!" I hear Tamra yell. She instantly snaps me out of my daze and I whip my head towards her.
"Hu?" I hum.
"Are you still with us? You seem kinda out of it" she says to me, making me a tad bit embarrassed.
"No, no, no, I'm totally with you guys, sorry I'm just a little tired" I fake a smile to reassure them I'm just dandy.
I can tell Tamras not exactly falling for it so I give her another small smile, just making sure she wouldn't ask any unnecessary questions.
"Ok then, how do you feel about performing at the grand ball in a couple weeks?" She asks me.
"Yeah, that sound perfect" I tell her.
As the meeting goes on I start to fall more and more into a deep though. Its kinda like everything I've thought about in the past few weeks are rerunning through my mind.
"Ok!" I hear tamra abruptly say. I whip my head towards her and see that she closed her portfolio and was getting up.
"Um why don't we continue this in a couple days. We all need a little break for now I guess" she says. I know she's lowkey taking about me but I just ignore it.
"Ok fine by me" I say. I watch as everybody stands up and scatter around the tiny room. Just as everyone is moving I make my way to the door and slide out. I didn't want to seem to strange so it would be better for all of us if I just leave now.
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It's been a couple of hours of just plain old boredom. I don't want to leave the house but then again I think it'll be good for me to have a little fun.
Johns P.O.V.
" Your love is bright as ever
Even in the shadows
Baby kiss me
Before they turn the lights out
Your heart is glowing
And I'm crashing into you
Baby kiss me, kiss me
Before they turn the lights out
Before they turn the lights out
Baby love me lights out
In the darkest night hour
I'll search through the crowd
Your face is all that I see
I'll give you everything
Baby, love me lights out
Baby, love me lights out
We don't have forever
Baby daylight's wasting
You better kiss me
Before our time is run out
Nobody sees what we see
They're just hopelessly gazing
Baby take me, take me
Before they turn the lights out
Before time is run out
Baby love me lights out
In the darkest night hour
I'll search through the crowd
Your face is all that I see
I'll give you everything
Baby, love me lights out
Baby, love me lights out
You can turn my lights out
I love you like XO
You love me like XO
You kill me girl XO-" I stop singing with a lump in my throat.
I can't stop thinking of her, this is tearing me up inside. I cant walk without thinking of her, sing without thinking of her, think without thinking of her, she is all that I think about now.
