Katy's P.O.V.
I woke up facing away from John. I rolled over to take in his beautifulness.
"Yup its still sexy" I whispered. I got off the bed, carful not to wake him up and walked downstairs. I walked right in the living room and turned on the TV. The only thing that really caught my eye was nothing.. So instead of damaging my brain cells I went outside to the patio. It was an absolutely beautiful day and I was hoping to spend it with my boyfriend.
I sat down waiting for John to get up.
Unintentionally, I got caught up in my thoughts. My mind was everywhere. I don't even know what I was thinking about but just thinking of it made me mad.
"Hey baby" John said all cutely.
"Hi, I was just waiting for you" I said back. He sat down in the chair next to me and smiled at me. Of course I smiled back.
"How'd you sleep?" I asked
"Good. The more important question is how did you sleep?" He asked sternly. I had totally forgotten about last night. Then and there all the memorys came flooding back; the love, the dream, the crying, the promise.. The promise. I took everything negative out of my mind and just thought about the promise he made me yesterday. I couldn't help but smile like an idiot.
"Katy?" John had an confused but amused look on his face.
"Do you remember last night?" I asked. I wanted to make sure he knew what I was smiling at.
"Yes I do" as soon as he said that a big smile appeared on his face.
"Yes, I do" he repeated. I got off my chair and went over to his.
"I love you" I said and crawled on his lap. I put my hands on his cheek.
"And I love you" he smiled. I lightly kissed his soft, warm lips, embracing his body. I didn't make the kiss long because I didn't want to get to carried away.
I broke the kiss and got off of him. I sat in my own chair and admired the view once again.
"Katy, I have to leave tonight." I heard him say. I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath.
"Yeah I know." I said back. "Are you gonna be okay?" I knew he was referring to the last time he left. "Yeah, I'll be fine." I got up and walked inside.
I had an annoyed feeling in my body. I don't know why, I just did.
"Katy!" John yelled. I turned back and tried to hide it but I just couldn't.
"Yes?" I asked. I crossed my arms, instantly realizing that it made me look even more angry so I uncrossed them.
"Are you okay?" He asked sweetly. I felt bad.
"Yes, I'm fine" I said looking down. The truth is, I don't want him to go. Definitely not as much as the last time but it was a close second. I heard him sigh.
"Katy, why?" He asked. I looked at him.
"What?" I said.
"Why are you doing this again? You're not telling me. Listen, you don't have to tell me what's wrong if you don't want to, but I prefer you tell someone. I get worried sometimes" he says.
"John I said I'm fine, nothings wrong." I said. He closed his eyes and looked down.
"Okay" was all the said before he walked away.
I stood there, standing partially in the living room and the kitchen, mad at myself. I honestly hate myself, I hate myself for always doing this. We just had a talk about this the other day and its almost like I ignored it all. I didn't want him to be mad, I really didn't.
"John, wait" I said and walked towards him.
"Katy I don't think w-" he cut himself off by putting his head in his hand. I looked at him shocked. What was he gonna say?
"What?" My heart was beating as fast as ever.
"Nothing" he said back. I walked away, avoiding any other mistaken words. I walked up the stairs into my bedroom and laid down.
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I woke up a couple hours, or so I thought, later to Johns hand on my arm. I opened my eyes to see him standing in front of me. "Katy, I have to go" he said. I moved myself so that my elbow was supporting my body.
"What? Now?" This can't be, it was like noon when I came up here.
"Yeah, its 5:30, I have to be there at 6." He said. I quickly got off the bed and stood in front of him. "Let me come to the airport with you" I said.
"Yeah, ok" he kissed my four head and nodded.
"WHAT THE FUCK KATY!" I could hear my subconscious yelling at me, and honestly I wanted to yell at myself too. I was being to much of a fucking brat to spend the last couple of hours with him.
I didn't glammer up because its just the airport. I grabbed my shoes and put them on, I also grabbed a sweatshirt and threw that on too.
"Ready?" He asked. I looked at him and nodded. Of course I wasn't ready but who could stop us now? We walked out of the door and got into the car that was waiting for us.
"John, I love you" I said as the car started moving
"And I love you" he said back. He moved his body closer to me and wrapped his arms around me. "I will always love you" he continued. I didn't dare close my eyes because that never leads to anything good.
We cuddled the whole ride there, not saying a word just enjoying each others company.
The driver stopped at the front of the airport and we all got out. I stayed next to my door watching as all Johns crew came out to help him with the bags. A couple minutes later he walked over to me and kissed me with so much passion. I released just as much passion as he did. He stopped and looked in my eyes.
"Katy, I love you" he put his hand on my cheek and I closed my eyes to enjoy it. I opened them a couple seconds later and said "and I love you." He moved his hand to put it in mine.
"Hey, come on!" His manager yelled. He hugged me one last time and whispered in my ear.
"3 weeks." With that he walked away. I waited until I couldn't see him anymore to get back in the car.
Its only 3 weeks what's the worst that could happen?
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Sorry this took forever. Also this chapter sucks so I apologize.
