KENDALL’S POV
I smiled and hung up the phone, then turned around to see YN standing in the doorway, shock painted on her face.
“Logan’s liked me since high school?” She asked.
I gulped.
“Uh...yeah. Kinda. He’d always talk to us about this one girl he really liked...never said the word LOVE, but he definitely had something going on for her.” I explained. “He never really said much ABOUT her except that she was an ex and he’d completely ruined things up himself...he realized how big of a jerk he was right after they broke up, fixed himself up, and spent his junior and senior year as one of the popular guys, but a nice one. Then went to LA straight out of college, met me, we auditioned for Big Time Rush, and the rest is history.”
“He...he never stopped liking me?” She repeated the question, still trying to process it.
I shook my head, not sure what to expect- her to go back to him or just shrug it off like I hoped she would.
“Wow.” She said, walking over to me. “I mean he said he was sorry and everything and tried to win me back for a couple months after, but when he stopped, I guess I just assumed...”
I shrugged. “It doesn’t matter anymore, does it?”
“Of course not!” She answered right away. Not in a defensive way, more in a reassuring way.
“Good. And I promise, the only way I’ll be like the old Logan is by saying sorry.”
“You shouldn’t be, I should have told you.” She said. “You had a right to know.”
“I did. But I still shouldn’t have reacted so badly.” I said, then opened my arms. “Hug?”
She thought for a minute. “I mean, I guess...”
I rolled my eyes and pulled her into my embrace.
END OF POV
YOUR POV
I pulled him closer and snuggled into him. “I’m tired.” I mumbled.
He released his grasp and led me to the couch where he sat down and I leaned on him, struggling to keep my eyelids open. The way he was playing with my hair was very relaxing and it wasn’t long until I fell completely asleep.
I woke up the next morning to my phone going off with a text. I checked it to see that it was Dally.
‘Meet me at the same place, same time.’
I smiled and shook my head; it was as if he didn’t even give me the option to decline. Without further thought on the subject, I slowly slid out of Kendall’s embrace and went to the kitchen to make something for breakfast. I wound up making a couple omelets and left some for Kendall, too, and wrote him a note saying I’d be back around five.
My schedule kept going on like that. Sneaking away from Kendall to hang out with Dally. I assumed he knew I was with Dally because he never really asked about it. Until one day when I did something I’d forever regret...not even realizing how bad it was. I blew him off.
