Anxiety Aspirations ||CB FanFic || Major Editing. On Hold

VIII.

"Lady in a glass dress
I can see right through you
You act like you don't want this
But you know that you do
Since he broke your heart, girl
You say you'll never love again
And you won't let it stop girl
But we know in the end

You still dream, dream
You still dream, dream
Baby, I can make your dreams come true

Oh, oh
Lady in the glass dress
Oo, oo"

|| Lady In A glass dress- Chris Brown ||

Desta Evans

I took my time as I walked into the school. I was hesitant as I saw my foot cross paths with the cement and the school' floor.
Last night, all I could think about was Chris lips.
It was my very first kiss, and it was the best thing I've encountered. The way his soft, moist lips came in contact with mine. Slight friction being created, as I felt the warmth in between my lips. Pure bliss being created, making me forget I was even on this earth.
The sparks flying from my insides, as I felt his warm pneumonia. Every last detail sticking to my brain as If my brain was a piece of paper, and the details were glue.
I felt a bit of happiness as I walked in today, but it immediately changed once Amanda came in sight.
Her grinning at me, as if hiding my most precious secrets. Causing fear to abrupt through my body, whole.
I intake a large breathe, pre-paring myself for the horrors before me. If I wasn't so eggar to graduate, and become an author, I would've been dropped-Out.
All nervousness flowed through my body once I came into realization that I had to be in Christopher's presence once more.
But awfully I cannot address him as that.
I'm nothing more to him than an student, maybe even an mistake being though he took it upon himself to kiss me.

I slowly walked to my locker, grabbing things I needed for the day.
Events still replaying in my head, thoughts wondering, leaving me in a somewhat confused state.
I decided I needed to relax myself, so I went into the girls restroom. I splashed water all over my face, hoping that will at relax me a little more. I took deep breathes, trying to put my mind in a state of calmness.
As I was in the restroom, Amanda entered. I sighed softy to myself, and pre-pared to leave. I was making me eat towards the way, until she pushed me back slightly.

"Hold on, I have something to ask you doll-face" she smiled brightly. I already knew it was all an act, but I wondered what did she want to know.

"Go on" I stated,
keeping my head low, not even daring to make eye contact.
"I saw you yesterday"
My head instantly shot up.

"O-okay, and?" I questioned.
She couldn't have seen me with Ch- Mr. Brown.

"I know your secret darling" she giggled, rubbing my shoulder.
"You do know that's illegal, right?" She titled her head, questioning me as if I didn't know.

How could she have seen us?!

"I-I don't know what you're talking about" I replied, looking down again. If she saw the look in my eyes, she would've known I was quelying.

I felt a tremendous amount of pain, as her hand came in contact with my skin. I clutched my cheek hurriedly.
"You know, I really hate liars.." He stated. "You just lied to me dead in my face, and for that, I don't want you seeing him again!" She shouted, making my whole body shatter in fear.
"Not only will I destroy you, I will get him put into an correctional facility! You're not legal just yet sweetheart"
she rubbed the side of my face, as I shook violently, tears exiting my eyes at an rapid pace.
"And if you don't believe me, I have the pictures to prove it"
That was the last thing she said before she left.
Leaving me hopeless. That small amount of happiness I was beginning to have, completely destroyed.