Anxiety Aspirations ||CB FanFic || Major Editing. On Hold

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Desta Evans

It's funny how we fall in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time. Love is so powerful that locking eyes with a stranger could send chills down your spine. You could've never met the person but that one time, you lock eyes and it's like the rest of the world is gone. Nothing can compare to the feeling of finding true love.
Falling in love is like starting over. You may want to change yourself to be the best person you could possibly be for that person. But if it's the right person, you don't have to.
I'm not going to pretend that I didn't loose hope, I did. I've never in my life experience unconditional love. Then Christopher comes along. The way me makes me feel, like I'm the most beautiful girl in the world.

I've never encountered that, not even with my own father. People say it's wrong for him to love me. I don't understand how something so wrong can feel so right. Every single day I spend with him, I fall in love even more. The way he speaks so broadly about things, and move his hands when he's talking. When his eyes light up while watching his favorite cartoon, a big smile plastered on his face.
Moments. The moments I don't take for granted. He's slowly breaking me out of my shell, and it's been a heart-felt process with him. His encouragement makes me want to be a better person, he sees through all my flaws. He's picking up the broken pieces and making me whole again.

It's now a day away from my birthday and I'm currently in Christopher's house. Since that wonderful make over, and dinner me and Christopher became closer. When we go to school I stay to myself as I always do, and Christopher teaches so beautifully like he's been doing. Sometimes I find my self starring at his face. Observing his big brown eyes, light freckles scattered around his upper cheeks, his nicely structured cheekbones along with his jawline. The tattoos that slightly peak through his long button-down shirt. Some times he'll catch me staring and he'll give me a quick wink before returning to his work. I've also noticed that Amanda hasn't been messing with me lately. For some reason I rarely see her, which I'm extremely happy about. I think I'm finally starting to build confidence within myself. It's just crazy how I'm so out of this generation that to the people my age I'm seen as a weird person. I won't talk much but so many things go through my mind. Im constantly thinking about the future, about my inner self, and it seems like in the world today that's never enough.

Christopher comes out of the bathroom shirtless with a towel wrapped around his lower waist. I automatically have a feeling in the bottom of my stomach. I've never seen so much of him. All the tattoos on his chest, going down his arms. Him just standing there, look like a full blown master piece. I felt my pussy slightly throb from the sight of him. I don't think I've ever gotten so aroused by someone a day of my life.

Once my eyes stopped roaming his body and finally made it's way his face a big smirk was plastered there, followed by this strange look in his eyes. Which may I add aroused me even more.

"Like what you see" He said in this unrecognizable tone. "I-I..Mhm I-" he interrupted me with a deep chuckle. "It's okay BabyGirl you don't have to say it, it's written all over your face" I blushed in embarrassment and bit my bottom lip. "Christopher?" I questioned.

"Wassup Ma'" he replied instantly. I think he knew what I was about to ask. The tension in the room was heavy. My sexual desire for him was stronger than it ever has been. "I..I want to feel you" I whispered. By the slight smirk on his face, i could tell that he heard what I said. "I'm sorry baby, I didn't hear you, can you please repeat that?" He replied, staring into my eyes. "I said.. I-I want to feel you." I said louder, putting my head down, ashamed that I wanted him so bad."There's no need for you to put your head down beautiful, I told you how I feel when you act as if i'm looking down on you" I nodded slightly and rose my head up. As I was doing so Christopher began walking over to me slowly. It's like the whole world stopped, I was now lost of words, couldn't move, all i could do was watch. Watch him get closer and closer by the second.