Anxiety Aspirations ||CB FanFic || Major Editing. On Hold

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"See I'm a man, that don't believe in much
But I'll be damned if I don't believe in us"
|| Simply Amazing- Trey Songz ||

Desta Evans

It's funny how we fall in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time. Love is so powerful that locking eyes with a stranger could send chills down your spine. You could've never met the person but that one time, you lock eyes and it's like the rest of the world is gone. Nothing can compare to the feeling of finding true love.
Falling in love is like starting over. You may want to change yourself to be the best person you could possibly be for that person. But if it's the right person, you don't have to.
I'm not going to pretend that I didn't loose hope, I did. I've never in my life experience unconditional love. Then Christopher comes along. The way me makes me feel, like I'm the most beautiful girl in the world. I've never encountered that, not even with my own father. People say it's wrong for him to love me. I don't understand how something so wrong can feel so right. Every single day I spend with him, I fall in love even more. The way he speaks so broadly about things, and move his hands when he's talking. When his eyes light up while watching his favorite cartoon, a big smile plastered on his face.
Moments. The moments I don't take for granted. He's slowly breaking me out of my shell, and it's been a heart-felt process with him. His encouragement makes me want to be a better person, he sees through all my flaws. He's picking up the broken pieces and making me whole again.
It's now two days from my birthday and I'm currently in Christopher's house. Since that wonderful make over, and diner me and Christopher became closer. When we go to school I stay to myself as I always do, and Christopher teaches so beautifully like he's been doing. Sometimes I find my self starring at his face. Observing his big brown eyes, light freckles scattered around his upper cheeks, his nicely structured cheekbones along with his jawline. The tattoos that slightly peak through his long button-down shirt.

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So being though I haven't updated in a very long time, I'm giving you a little taste. I'm trying to make a very long chapter & it takes a lot of effort & time. So I'm doing that just now, please be patient with me.
Anyways, I just wanna say thank you!
The last time I updated I had 3K votes & around 400 votes..
I just checked up on my book recently to see I have, we have, 6K Reads! And around 600 votes! Not to mention all the wonderful comment you leave.. Thank you so much, you honestly don't know how much I love y'all.
So until text time, thank you
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