I sat down on my bed and sighed. I honestly don't want to go downstairs to see who's here. But if I don't go downstairs I might get hit or punched or kicked. I stood up and headed for my door. I opened my door and walked downstairs. When I was at the bottom of the stairs I walked into the living room. I froze when I saw who was there. He stood up and I ran up to him hugging him. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist.
"Luke, I-I can't believe your here. I missed you so much. How did you find me?" I said into his shoulder.
"I missed you so much too Kara. I looked everywhere for you. Then I saw a picture of you in front of this house on twitter. I looked for it and knocked on the door hoping it was the right house." He replied.
We stayed the way we were for about 5 minutes. Someone cleared their throat. I unwrapped my legs from Luke getting down. I hugged his waist. I wasn't letting Luke go.
"Kara I have to go the boys are waiting for me outside." Luke said.
"Wait the other goofs are outside?" I asked and he nodded.
I ran to the door and opened it to see Ashton, Calum and Michael all standing there. I ran to Ashton and jumped on s his back causing him to stumble forward, making me giggle.
"Kara, get of Ashton's back." Luke called from the house.
I stayed on his back refusing to get off. Someone grabbed my waist and I know it wasn't Luke, Calum or Michael. I screamed as they attempted to pull me off his back. I jumped down and ran behind Calum because he was furthest away. I looked to see Scott standing there with a look of disbelief on his face. Luke walked up to me and picked me up. I wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist.
"Kara you have to go back inside." Luke said causing my grip on him to tighten. "Cmon Kara. They aren't going to hurt you like in the orphanege did. They would never hurt you." I let go of Luke and jumped down.
I walked up to Scott. "I'm sorry Scott. You can hit me it's okay."
"Kara none of us would hit you." He bent down to my hight, "I don't want you thinking we would do that to you."
"But I deserve it." I stated.
"No you don't. No one deserves to be hit." He said.
I hugged him. Everyone who had ever adopted me had hit me. Now I have people that adopted me that say they would never hit me. I really appreciate it.
"Thank you Scott." I said.
"No problem kido. Let's go inside."
"Okay. Just wait a second." I ran up to all the boys and hugged them mumbling an apology in Ashton's ear.
Scott and I walked back inside and I went up to my room. I am laying in my bed when I hear someone come in. I ignore them and keep staring at the ceiling. I felt my bed sink down.
"Kara, we are doing a live stream and we were wondering if you wanted to come join us." I turn my head to see Kirstie sitting there.
"No thank you." I replied returning my gaise to the ceiling.
"Alright we are in the living room if you need anything." She said standing up. A few seconds later I heard my door close.
I sat up and went to my phone that was still plugged into the speakers. I scrolled threw my music finding another song to sing. I stop scrolling and I decide to put on "Beside You" by Marianas Trench.
When your tears are spent on your last pretense
And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense.
When it's in your spine like you've walked for miles
And the only thing you want is just to be still for a while
If your heart wears thin I will hold you up
And I will hide you when it gets too much
I'll be right beside you
I'll be right beside you
When you're overwhelmed and you've lost your breath
When the space between the things you know is blurry nonetheless.
When you try to speak but you make no sound
And the words you want are out of reach but they've never been so loud
If your heart wears thin I will hold you up
And I will hide you when it gets too much
I'll be right beside you
I'll be right beside you
I will stay.
Nobody will break you,
Yeah.
Trust in me, trust in me.
Don't pull away
Trust in me, trust in me.
I'm just trying to keep this together,
Because I could do worse and you could do better
Tears are spent on your last pretense
And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense.
If your heart wears thin I will hold you up
And I will hide you when it gets too much
I'll be right beside you
Nobody will break you
If your heart wears thin I will hold you up
And I will hide you when it gets too much
I'll be right beside you
Nobody will break you.
When I finish singing I get changed into my pajamas which consist of a black and pink crop top with a pair of black pajama shorts. I go downstairs to get a glass of water.
"Kara. What are you doing it's only 5:30 and you haven't eaten dinner yet." I turn with the glass of water to see Avi and Mitch standing there.
"I'm just really tired." I replied.
"Come say a quick hello to everyone who is watching the live stream then you can go upstairs to bed if you want." Mitch says.
"Okay." I say quietly.
We walk into the living room and everyone looks at me.
"It looks like we have a special guest." Kevin says to the computer.
I walk over to the couch where they are all sitting and say hi. I read a few comments that say "slut" "whore" "fat bitch". I walk out of the room after saying goodnight to everyone.
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Authors Note.
Hola people. Thank you for reading this story. I think I might put songs in each chapter. See ya next time. Luv ya.
