Chapter 19

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I haven't talked to Luke in almost two days. He leaves in 3 hours and I haven't even said goodbye to him yet. He has left me several voicemails and texts. He also tried calling me with Ashton's, Calum's and Michael's phones. He has been here several times but I've just stayed in my room and Mitch told him I was sick. I haven't come out of my room ever since I got home and I haven't let anyone in either. I can tell everyone is worried, but I just want to be alone. Suddenly my phone rings again. I pick it up and I see it is Luke, and I finally decide to answer his call.

"H-hello." I stutter out.

"Kara, I'm sorry." he apologizes again.

"I know. I gotta go." I say just above a whisper.

"Kara, we are puling in your drive way. I at least need to see you before I leave. Even if you don't say anything." he states.

"I don't really feel up to it." I say tears brimming my eyes.

"Either you come down or I come up." He says then the doorbell rings.

A few seconds later Mitch is at my door telling me Luke is here. I decide to open the door for the first time in forever. When the door is open Mitch hugs me tightly. I walk downstairs to the front door. When Luke sees me I freeze. This was a mistake. Luke walks in at Mitch's invitation. He walks over to me and falls to his knees. Then he sings.

"Replay the scene over again, before the credits rolling in inside my head I don't recall a single word, you hit me faster than I heard inside my head and now I'm shaking, wearing thin I always wonder where you'd been tell me if you wanted it at all,

I got a long-term plan with short-term fixes and a wasted heart to just eclipses
and I push my luck from trust to dust enough that's the story of another us one last ditch, a new beginning so take this heart, put yourself in it this surprise ending I'm depending on could be the story of another us the story of another us the story of another us the story of another us could be the story of another us,

Memories are pay-per-view, it costs too much to think of you I'm hanging by a thread and epilogue before we're done, a sequel to what we've begun I'm hanging by a thread and now before our hope is lost my heart is here, it's such a cause tell me if you wanted it at all,

I got a long-term plan with short-term fixes and a wasted heart to just eclipses and I push my luck from trust to dust enough that's the story of another us one last ditch, a new beginning so take this heart, put yourself in it this surprise ending I'm depending on could be the story of another us the story of another us the story of another us the story of another us could be the story of another us,

Draw me, beside you where I'll be to remind you we're still first in line for the front row of last resorts one last ditch, a new beginning so take this heart, put yourself in it this surprise ending I'm depending on,

I got a long-term plan with short-term fixes and a wasted heart to just eclipses and I push my luck from trust to dust enough that's the story of another us one last ditch, a new beginning so take this heart, put yourself in it this surprise ending I'm depending on could be the story of another us the story of another us the story of another us the story of another us could be the story of another us."

By the end I am crying. Then he starts to speak, "I'm so sorry. I was such a dick last time I went on tour. But I promise you I wont be like that this tour." Then he turns to Mitch, "Can Kara please come on tour with us?"

Mitch stays silent. Then he looks at me and asks, "Do you want to?"  

"I-I.....don't know. I mean it's so sudden. I don't have my bags packed and I don't you guys to miss your flight." I ramble.

"Kirstie will help you pack your bags." Mitch says. Then yells, "Kirstie, can you help Kara pack her bags?"

Before she gets the chance to reply I yell, "Don't worry about it."

"Kara?" Luke looks at me.

"Can I talk to you outside for a minute?" I ask.

"Sure." He gets up and we walk outside.

"I can't go with you." I say.

"Why?" he asks.

"I can't leave these guys for so long, it wouldn't feel right." I lie.

"You're lying. What's the real reason?"

"Luke, I can't go back to Canada. Going back would bring up memories I don't think I can handle." I say then the front door opens and Kirstie and Mitch are standing there with two suitcases and a backpack, "What's going on?" I ask.

"You're going." Mitch says, "Kevin and Avi were listening and told us everything. So you are going, no ifs, ands, or buts about it." He says as him and Kirstie bring my bags to the car.

"Fuck." I say under my breath.

"Hey.......don't swear." Luke says smirking down at me.

"Shut the fuck up you fucking hypocrite." I say and he laughs.



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