Marc
Fuck.
I had to go and open my big fucking mouth.
Why couldn't i just stayed quiet.
After we had finished eating I offered to walk her home. But she just shook her head and walked away.
Now here I am, on my couch, sitting all alone, staring at the ceiling. Slowly getting a headache from all the thoughts running through my head.
"Everyone deserves to have some happiness in their life. We all deserve to have someone there for us." I directly quoted from her and it was as if she had never heard it before.
She was upset, obviously. But why? Was it because of me? Surely not, its been 2 years. Even though i haven't stopped thinking about her and what I had done. She would have been able to move on. She was always so strong. So sure of what was to come next...
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"So a teacher? Really? and deal with all those damn kids?" I ask Yasmine in shock. I hear her giggle and could just picture her smile through the phone.
"I get what you are saying. But I don't now, i guess i dont see it as dealing with a bunch of kids. I see it as making an impact on their lives, changing their futures. And the future in general." I could hear the passion in her voice. This is something she felt strongly about.
"Then why not just change it yourself, rather than helping someone else?" I ask getting up to get a Mountain Dew from the kitchen.
I hear her sigh through the phone. " I was never one to have the attention on me Marc. I just know that i'm here for a different reason."
"I love that you are so sure of yourself," i say letting the words slip out. Another giggle slipped from her lips. "You're blushing right?" I smirk as I lean on the counter taking a sip of my drink.
"Oh hush," she laughs not denying it. "and you? what do you want to do?"
Ahh, this was a question I often asked myself but never answered.
"Live..." I reply as I look into the mirror next to the kitchen entrance. I stare into the eyes of a soulless man.
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"Sup man!" Tyler yelled as he busted through the door. He then pulls out a little bag filled with my favorite green herb. "Wanna hit?" he smirks.
"It's scary how well you know me," i say getting up to get the bong from my room. This is what i needed, something to help me clear up all these thoughts about Yasmine.
When I get back to the living room I hear Tyler on the phone.
"A party, huh?" he glances back at me and I just shrug. "We'll see, text me later." then hangs up.
"Louis is having a party," he says grabbing the bong from me. "Oh, how i missed you Dazey," he whispers as he caresses the yellow and white glass of Dazey. He named her that. He said she was a girl cause what straight guy would want to put his mouth on a guy bong. And of course, Dazey cause she puts you in a daze.
"When's the party?"
"Tonight at Skunk's house."
"Skunk should really rethink his name," i laugh.
"Nah i think it fits," he looks up at me as he is packing the bowl. "His house is always smelling like skunk," he smirks. "Fucking pot head."
I go to the kitchen to grab us some Mountain Dew. When i get back I see Tyler inhaling the smoke.
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Sunsets
Romance"At the end of every day the sun sets. Even when you're not there to watch it, it still does. Nothing stops it. The sun still sets, the moon still rises, the world still rotates and so on." I glance at him as he is staring at me with that look he...