Chapter 6

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"Tyler!" I said pushing him playfully trying to wake him up. We were watching "Little Rascals" and he had fallen asleep.
"Whhaaaa" he said sleepily.
"You have to wake upppppp" I said dragging my words.
"Your show is in like 4 hours and Josh texted saying you have to go to his house so you can bring your equipment to the venue." I said, trying to pull Tyler off the couch. I finally get him to stand up when he falls purposely putting all is weight  on me
"But I'm tirreedd" he said complaining.
"Ah-ugh- Tyler. Get off me" I said laughing.
"Okay okay. I'm up." He said yawning. "Guess I'll get going" Tyler said as he stuck out his bottom lip in a pout.
"Awe come here you loser." I said pulling him into a hug. He hugged me back like he really wanted a hug.
"I'm so proud of you and Josh. You guys are going to do great tonight." I said tightening the hug before letting go.
"Thanks Amber.. Honestly that means a lot.. I really hope you like the show tonight." Tyler said before walking out.
After he left I decided to take a nap before getting g ready for the show.
-two hours later-
I wake up to my alarm going off and a text from Tyler.
"Hey! Just going to let you know when you get to the venue you can get in through the back door. It leads straight into my dressing room. Oh and I left a shirt for you to wear on your table ;) lmfao see you soon loser"
I run downstairs to get the shirt and grab a towel. It's a Twenty Øne Piløts shirt. It looks pretty sick.
I quickly took a shower. Once I got out I blow dried my hair and since I had some time, I decided to have loose curls. I put some light eye liner and mascara on. I go to my closet and decide on red shorts and the black Twenty Øne Piløts shirt and my red vans that Tyler gave me. It's 6:00 and the show starts at 7. Since the venue is a half hour away I decide to get their a little earlier so I can see Tyler.
I arrive at the venue at 6:30 and go through the back door like Tyler said. I walk in and completely forgot that it was Tyler's dressing room. Tyler was standing in the middle of the room with only boxers on.
"Oh my gosh I'm sorry Tyler i forgot this was your dressing room" I said covering my eyes and giggling.
"It's okay I have pants on now" Tyler said laughing. You can tell he was blushing moments ago. I remove my hand from my eyes and sit down on Tyler's couch.
"Soooo, are you excitedddd" I said smiling. "Cuz I am if you can't already tell" I finish, laughing.
"Yeah. But I'm nervous. It's our first big show. There over 1000 people here. And your here.."
Tyler said playing with his bracelets.
"Awh Tyler. Don't worry about it. You will do great okay? They will love you and I already do!" I said hugging him.
"Thanks Amber. Well I have to get going. Follow me and all show you where to stand. You can watch side stage if you want." Tyler said as he grabbed my hand and took my out of the room.
"Sure. I'd love that" I said following him.
I was watching from side stage and their band is great. So far I love the song "Trap Door" and "screen". Every now and then I would catch Tyler glancing at me. The crowd loves them. Tyler and josh have so much energy when they play and so does the crowd. Most of Tyler's lyrics are really deep and meaningful and I think that's why so many people like their music. They let everyone know "hey, no matter what your going through, you are not alone. People like us are all going through similar struggles." And I think that's pretty great.
I was dancing and singing and haveing a great time. Then Tyler announce he was about to sing a new song he had just wrote.
"Who's happy to be alive tonight?!" Tyler asked the crowd. The response was screaming fans. "Well we are about to perform this new song of ours. It's called "Oh Ms Believer" and I actually wrote it about some one." Tyler said as he was looking down at his feet. "And this someone, means alot to me and.. I think I love her. This is for you loser." Tyler says as he begins to laugh.
Oh my god. This song is about me? No.. It can't be. But we only call eachother loser.. Tyler likes me. And.. I know I like him.. I think to myself. Then Tyler starts singing,
Oh Ms. Believer, my pretty sleeper
Your twisted thoughts are like snow on the road. Your shaking shoulders prove that it's colder, inside your head, than a winter of death. I will tell you I-I-I love you but the muffs on your ears will cave to your fears. My nose and feet are running as we start to travel through the snow together we go. We get colder as we get older. We will walk so much slower.
Oh Ms. Believer my pretty weeper, your twisted thoughts are like snow on the rooftops. Please take my hand, we're in foreign lands and we travel through snow, together we go. Together we go.
We get colder as we grow older. We will walk so much slower.

Wow.. That was beautiful. I thought to myself.
Just then Tyler and Josh say their goodbyes and come running off the stage. I throw myself into Tyler's arms and he hugs me back.
"That was beautiful Tyler. You guys did amazing." I said before a let go
"Amber.. I'm all sweaty." Tyler said trying not to laugh
"I don't really care" I said as both him and Josh were pretty sweaty, but josh was more.
"So.. Did.. Did you like the song?.." Tyler said playing with his bracelets. I've noticed that he does that when he is nervous.
"Yeah.. Tyler I loved it.. It was amazing." I said as a gave him a quick kiss on the cheek.
"Amber.. Well I've been wanting to ask you this for like a long time but will you-"
"Yes"
"Be my-
"Yes"
"Girlfriend..?" Tyler finished as he started laughing because I wouldn't let him finish.
"Yes Tyler I would love to be your girlfriend.. But.. Uh.." I say, being a little resistant.
"But what..?" Tyler said. You can tell his mood completely changed..
" well.. In like two weeks..Im moving.. To Chicago.. And.. I've been meaning to tell you but I just couldn't. I knew it would break your heart. It already broke mine.. I'm so sorry.." I say as in trying to fight back the tears.
"Wha-what..? Why? " he said quietly. I feel horrible.
"My mom is going to get a promotion thing but the only way she can get it is if we move to Chicago.. Tyler I've tried to get her to let me stay.. I'm so sorry.."
I actually shed a tear this time. I was trying to ignore but but Tyler noticed.
"Amber.. Are your crying..? Awh come here. I promise we will get through this okay? Everything will be okay. I love you.." Ty said as he pulled me into a hug. He was rubbing my back which made me feel a little better, but I still feel horrible about leaving him..
"I-I love you too Tyler.. I just don't want to leave you."
" I know.. I don't want you to leave either. But we will figure something out. I promise. Now.. I think we should go back to the dressing room. Josh is probably wondering what's taking us so long. " Tyler says and I agree.
As we are walking I feel him gently intertwine our fingers together. I smile down at our hands and look but at Tyler but he is already looking at me.
"I promise we will figure something out." He said as he rubbed the back of my hand with his thumb.

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