I wake up in Tyler's arms. I guess he is still sleeping. I just lay there. Soaking in his sent. Today is the day. The universe breaks us apart. I check my phone, it's 7:06. I should probably wake Tyler up because my mom wouldn't want me to be late for the flight, me on the other hand, I couldn't care less. I lightly kiss him on the lips to wake him up. His eyes open and he pulls me close to him again.
"I miss you already" I tell him.
"Today's the day. Huh. We can get though this.." He try's to reassure me.
I slowly get up when he pulls me back down.
"Few more minutes?" He asked.
"I hate to decline Ty.. But my flight is at 10 and we need to be there at 9. And we have to pick up josh. I also want to stop by Walgreens to say goodbye to Sarah." We never really hangout other than at work, but we text a lot. She's a really great person and I hate to leave her.
"Ohkayyy" he replied.
We both got up and I hopped in the shower. I lost track of time while I was in there. I was overthinking.
"Hun it's almost 8.. And we have a lot to do. Are you okay?" He asked
"Huh? Oh yeah. Sorry. I'll be right out." I say
I shut off the shower and dried off. I put on a black tank with dark red ripped jeans. I blow dry and straighten my hair, and put eyeliner and mascara on, my normal morning routine. I walk out on the bathroom to see Tyler nervously sitting on the bed holding his skeleton sweater.
"Amber. I love you. I want to give you this." He said holding out his sweater.
"Ty.. I. I can't. It's yours. You use it to write music. You have told me before how special it is to you. How even though it's just a piece of fabric, it's helped you through a lot." I try to convince him to keep it.
"Yeah, it is very special to me. And yeah it has helped me though a lot. And now, I've got music. And even though you will be a thousand miles away, I have you. Amber thank you. For loving me for, whoever I am and who ever I will be. I want you to have this. It's another thing to make sure you won't forget me" He said softly with a slight smile.
"Tyler.. I." I feel a tear roll down my face, and I can't hold it in anymore.
"I love you. I'm glad my dad was a huge ass hole and I'm glad my mom didn't kick him out any sooner and I'm glad I was crying under that tree in the park. And I'm glad I met you" I said as I hugged him.
"And thank you Tyler.. For saving me." I finally say.
We rest in each others arm for moments. Although i want to stay there forever, we have places to go, and one of those places, aren't together.
He kisses my forehead. We let go, only for him to grab my hand, and my luggage.
"I guess we should get going." He says. We begin to walk out the door. The car ride to Josh's house was quiet. I decided I would get out of the car to get him. I knock on the door and a few moments later he answers.
He doesn't say anything, he just hugs me. And I hug him back.
"I'm going to miss you darling." He says quietly.
"I'm going to miss you too Josh" I say.
We let go and start to walk to the car. Josh sits in back and when I sit down Tyler puts his hand on my thigh.
Everything will be okay. He mouths.
We make our last stop at Walgreens.
I slowly walk in the door. Sarah sees me and runs straight twards me.
"Amber!" She says as she hugs me.
"God I'm going to miss you. You are one of my best friends" she said.
"I will miss you too Sarah. Promise me we will keep in touch." I say as I hug her back.
"Promise" she said.
"I have to get going. Don't want to be late for my flight" I say sarcastically.
" yeah I understand" she said and we hug one more time.
I leave and we are finally on our way to the airport.
We arrive there surprisingly on time. Since Tyler and Josh didn't have tickets, they couldn't go past the security. I hugged Josh first.
"Man in going to miss you. Your a really great person you know that?" He said to me. I laugh a little bit.
"And hey, he probably haven't told you, or maybe he has. But you helped him. A lot." He whispers.
"And he's helped me." I say back before we let go. He kissed me on my forehead. "Stay strong little girl" he smiled.
He moved over and there's Tyler. You can tell he's been crying. His eyes are red. He runs to me and pulls me into a big hug."I love you. I can't say this enough. But I do" he said. I just stay there, in his arms. We separate after a long kiss.
"Okay, are you sure you have everything?" He asked concerned.
"Yup." I said holding out the fish Tyler won me and my suitcase.
"Okay. Promise you will text me as soon as you land?" He asked.
"Promise." I say.
He hugs me one more time, with another kiss.
"Miss you already." I say.
"We will get though this." He says again. I start to walk away.
"WAIT!"Tyler yells as he runs up to me.
He hands me a MP3 player. " it's for you. It's our music. Songs for when you need me, and I'm not there to hold you. Don't forget about me." He says. I hug him one more time.
And with that, I go to security. It surprisingly didn't take so long. Once I've gotten everything checked I wait by the terminal where I will be boarding. People have already started to come out from the last flight. I text Tyler.
"Boarding. I love you"
"Okay Hun.. Stay safe. I love you." He replies almost immediately.
I look out the wall of windows. Even though I almost only see airplanes, i am really going to miss this place. Even though my life haven't always been the best here, and then it's been over the top, I'm going to miss it. I rest my head in the window.
"Flight number 34 to Chicago is boarding now" I hear over the near intercom. And I walk into the plane. I sit in the middle of the plane. And put headphones in. I listen to the playlist. Hearing his voice calms me, but makes me miss him more. "We will get though this" his voice plays though me head.
Oh ms believer starts to play. I close my eyes, really listening to his voice. How did I get so lucky to meet a guy like him?
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