𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 ;

ʙᴇʜᴀᴠɪᴏʀ

"Jisooya, have this. It's good for your health" Ms.Nara gave me the bowl having oatmeal porridge. I looked at the bowl. Honestly I don't feel like eating ever since that incident. Every single thing gross me.

"It's been two day and he is not back yet" she said and sat beside me." Jungkook. He hasn't came to his home since two days and I think it's because of me. Maybe he doesn't like anyone in his home.

It's understandable as maybe he lived most of his life alone and having me would be a burden. I should leave as soon as possible. He already saved me that day and leaving his house would be the best thing I could do for him.

"Let's go back home Ms.Nara. I could only be comfortable there" I said and kept the porridge aside. Ms.Nara looked at me worried and took the bowl. "Jisoo you should eat. You are getting weaker day by day." She taunted.

"I don't have any appetite. Also pack my bag. We will head back tomorrow Ms.Nara" I said and laid down. My leg was getting fine day by day but since the incident, I always gets a sharp pain as if something is stabbing me. I used a lot of pressure on my legs all for nothing.

"Jisoo I will leave this here. You should eat it after sometime otherwise it would get bad and there will be foul smell all over the room and you won't be able to sleep comfortably." Is she blackmailing me because I'm not eating?  I felt like replying something but my energy was too low. I just nodded and she walked away.

I sat on the bed looking outside the dark blue sky with glitters shining on the top. Without my knowledge tears rolled down my eyes.

I don't know, I wasn't like this. Nothing mattered to me and I didn't give a fuck to anything. But lately I feel a huge pile of emotions going back and forth inside me.

I turned my head towards the clicking sound at my door and it revealed to be Jungkook. I quickly wiped off my tears and placed a smile.

"Are you okay now?" His voice was low, but deep, steady and fierce. I nodded as a reply. "I had lot of work. That's why I wasn't able to come."

"I'm sorry, I know my absence is crucial at this periods as you have many deals" I actually felt sorry. I have been troubling him a lot..a lot lately. First he had to appoint me as his assistant without his consent, acted like my boyfriend to save me, and now I'm in his house.

He nodded and looked at my legs. "I'm okay now. I'll be going back to my home tomorrow...and next week I'll join work." I politely bowed.

"Will you be safe?" His voice rang through my ears. For some reason, a part of me wanted to hug him and cry my heart out, but I stayed back. "Y-yeah.." my voice shattered.

He stood there for a second before speaking again. "Then I'll get going. I'll arrange a car for tomorrow." Saying that he walked away. I looked at the masculine figure fading away.

Some kind of sorrow hit me..I don't know..but I feel like I'm in a green zone when I'm with him. A part of me gets soo comfortable and excited in his presence and that's not supposed to happen.

At any minor inconvenience I crave for his attention and affection. I know he probably thinks of me as a weirdo but..maybe...just maybe, am I falling for him?...

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I Woke up from the heavy sleep as the thunderous noise of the alarm kept nagging in my ears. Oh shit I'm late...

I'm quickly got up from the bed and ran towards my wardrobe. I'm finally going back to work after almost 3 weeks and I don't know..if I'm excited or scared. I'm not feeling that kind of mood I used to get earlier. These days my life has been boring. Atleast I can meet someone everyday..even though I'm like a stupid girl infront of him.

The way he broke the door open and helped me that day..anyways let's not talk about that.

But one thing is for sure..I feel like I have changed..a lot. And I'm not happy with it but I just can't get to be myself.

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I reached the office and bowed to the people who were already present. I could feel a lot of eyes at me, but they don't know anything that happened right? right?

Jihyo ran towards me and embraced me with a hug.. "oh my god jisoo. Are you okay" her voice filled with worry. I'm not sure what she's referring but she definitely knows something. "Y-yeah I'm fine." I said with a slight laugh even though I didn't even felt like smiling.

"I heard from Chaeyoung that you had an accident and sprained your legs." Oh so it was that. "Oh yeah..now I'm fine. My legs got soo much better even though I get some little pain here and there." Jihyo nodded.

For some reason I feel a bit energetic and relax today.. Is it because... fuck no. No way that's what it is. But the last three weeks, I felt something off but it's not even possible as she has only joined barely since a month.

Usually I don't come to office this early..I reach at 10:30am sharp but...something inside me was pushing me to arrive early before anyone and wait for...her?

I heard the sound of elevator reaching my floor. Blood rushed to my face. What the actual fuck is happening to me.

I saw her..the brown hair which is starting to make me go crazy inside..those clicking sound of heels, man I was craving for it. Fuck.

She opened the door and stood there as I nodded to get in. But something seemed off. Her face was dull and not like the usual one which she used to have before.

"Sir, I'm reporting back to work from today." Her voice..oh fuck, why did I miss it too much. I nodded as she kept the files in my table. I should act unbothered.

"Get me a coffee. Almond brew." I ordered but I didn't got what I expected.

"Sure sir." She said and walked away. Why? What happened?

That's not how she was. Every fucking time when I asked her something, she would either mimic me silent thingking it was unnoticed by me or she would make some weird faces which I found....cute... but what? What happened?