BLOSSOMED | SEOKSOO FF ✔️

POEM

Hey guys,
I wrote this poem from Seokmin’s POV, and I really wanted to share it with you all before I go in for surgery tomorrow.

Let’s just say… I’m scared. Not just of the surgery itself, but of the uncertainty. I don’t know if I’ll get the chance to hit “publish” later, so I’m doing it now—while I still can.

This one means a lot to me. I hope it reaches your hearts the way it poured out of mine.

You Will

I swore I'd be your shelter
But became the hurricane
Tried to hold you safely
But I only caused you pain
I loved you like a secret
Too scared to let you shine
While you stood there, fearless
In the wreck I left behind

You didn’t beg, you didn’t break
You just looked me in the face

And said, “I will wait,
If you're willing to grow
I'm not leaving out of anger
Just need you to know
This love isn't a prison
Or something to earn
But I won’t let it kill me
While you refuse to learn”

I said, “I don't deserve you”
You smiled through the still—
“Yes, you don't… but you will”

The mirror shows a stranger
But your name’s still on my lips
You called me your protector
But I was the apocalypse
You gave me every reason
To run toward the light
But I stayed in the shadow
Too proud to make it right

Now I’m learning how to bend
So I don’t break us in the end

You said, “I will wait,
But not forever, you see
Love should never chain me
Just set both of us free”

I cried, “I don’t deserve you”
And your voice was calm and still—
“Yes, you don’t… but you will”

This isn’t a fairytale
This isn’t clean
It’s thorns and bruises
And learning to breathe
But if you'll still have me
I’ll be someone real
Not perfect, not easy
But someone who feels

You said, “I will wait,
If you're willing to grow”

And I swear by your name
That I won’t let you go

They all said I don’t deserve you
But I’m climbing that hill—
And one day, Bluebell,
I will.