just me

Not so easily

It seems as if you want me
But you don't get me
Not so easily
I don't have demands
But you have to have to make changes
And even then you may not make the cut
Someone else has walked in
That's not something you're used to
But I am
It's not happening again
You'll have to be with just me this time
I don't trust you
I don't have a reason to.

Can't trust you with my heart
Not knowing if you'll throw my work out like last week's trash
Can't trust you with my feelings, my thoughts
Always wondering if I'm going too far
If I'll push you away with my intensity
Someone else loves that about me
So batter up
Or get out of the stadium.
You may want me
You may miss me
But you won't get me
Not so easily.

I knew it wouldn't work with her
You're chasing things that just won't work
You're running from everything and everyone that isn't me
But someone else is all about me
In ways you never were
He would never let me be hurt.
He would hold me and take away my pain
Not let it go on another day.

I've let you come back before
But things have changed
I'm not the same
You may have run out this time
Of my patience, love, and chances
You may have lost me
And may not get me back easily.

This one has blown me away
With all that he's had to say
Things that you'd never think of
Because you've been too busy running from
Your heart and what it's been trying to say
Meanwhile I've been moving on
That's why I look so good
I'm happier now, it's in my eyes
And on my face
The emotions you left have been erased.

You don't stand much of a chance with me
Not this time
Not so easily.