My Love from Heaven (Super Junior FanFic)

Chapter 22: Letters

[Mitzi POV]

"Here is the prescription for this week Mrs. Choi, he will be fine as long as he take up this medicines, and it will give you all more time to be with him" The doctor said as he left the room and there was an eerie silence and all we could hear is the beeping sound coming from the digital clock in the side table.

"You should go home Mitzi, you need rest. I will take over here." Donghae said and it was visible in his eyes how worried he is to me and to siwon's condition.

I'm already in my 9 months of pregnancy which makes me more anxious because anytime from now, my babies will be seeing the wonderful world that his father and I live in. My body continued to become weaker the doctor said that the babies are all fine which makes me breathe a little as days goes by. But what makes me more anxious is Siwon's condition; the doctor said to all us that he only had 2 months to live. A tear fell down from my eyes as I looked on him right now. Although he is showing a peaceful aura while lying in the hospital bed, his body condition makes our entire hearts break down into pieces. The once perfectly tanned skin is now pale and there were hevay bags under his eyes. His once muscular body is now thinner than ever that the anorexic people have no match on him.

The Super Junior boys are now divided into two groups as the one is assisting siwon while the other one is on my side. At first, I was against the idea since I didn't want them to carry this burden, but leeteuk insisted and told me that they are doing this out of love that they all had for Siwon and I and to their future niece and nephew, in which at the end of the conversation, I find myself teary eyed as I was touched to his words.

"Okay then, just call me or leeteuk if you need something or if something happened." I said as donghae stood up, nodded and hugged me lightly.

"You take care of yourself" he said as he accompanied me up to the lobby of the hospital and he halted a taxi for me.

Minutes had passed and the taxi stopped infront of our house. Slowly, I make my way inside as Ken welcomed me.

"Oh mitzi! What brings you here? You should have called me so that I could fetch you. Who dropped you here?" he asked as he led me to the living room in which I sat on the sofa and relaxed my back.

" I go here all by myself Ken." I said as I lifted my legs up since I was leg cramps is killing me again.

" You should let one of the SuJu boys to accompany here. You shouldn't go alone, remember your situation." He said as he gently massaged my legs.

" I know, and I don't want to burden any of them for dropping me here from time to time. And I know my situation, but I wasn't more anxious on that."

"You know that the time is getting close right?" he said as he seriously looked at me.

" yeah, and that's what I'm, most afraid of. I don't know. I just can't picture even for a second that time. I can't even put Siwon and death in one sentence."I said as I felt a little jab in my heart.

" I know, but it is something we can't do more about. It is meant to happen that way. And you are meant to go back to where you truly belong. The time is getting close for us to bring back the things to the way they used to be." He said.

There was silence in the atmosphere as ken continued to massage my legs.

"Ken, what will happen to this big house after we left?" I curiously asked.

" Well, this house is meant to be here in this place. After we leave, it will still remain."

As he said it, an idea popped up in my mind.

"Ken, could you grab me a pen and a paper?" I said in which he nodded and came back with the things that I asked for.

"what are you going to do with that?" he asked.

"you will see." I smirked as I started to write down everything.

[Donghae POV]

I was siting alone here inside this cold room waiting for Siwon to wake up. It was a good thing that I had a few days off since the promotion in our last album with eunhyuk had ended. And today I decided to shift places with Eunhyuk (who is scheduled to be with siwon today) since he needed to attend some family matters.

I actually pity Mitzi and Siwon right now. Even though I didn't have a wife with me, I could feel the burden that siwon is carrying right now, and what make it more worse is his condition. But as day passed by, I could see on both of them on how they hold on to each other. I could see in their eyes the love that is never letting go.

Minutes had passed and I saw siwon slowly opened his eyes.

"You're awake. How do you feel?" I asked as I helped him adjust the bed for him to slowly sat down to it.

"Still the same, feeling weak. Where is Mitzi?" he asked in a husky voice. Since his body is in it's downfall, his voice also changed.

" I told her to go home and take a rest. She was here with me this morning. I think she spend the night here."

" Really? I guess I slept for days again." He said

" 2 days to be exact. But don't worry, you're still as handsome as ever." I said as I tried to brighten up his mood.

Every now and then, he would sleep like for days, and it actually worries all of us. We are all afraid that he will be wake up from his sleep. So everytime that he will wake up, a sudden heavy weight is lifted in our hearts.

We continued our conversation as I told him my experiences for the past days and how is everyone doing. As much as possible, all the happy memories are the ones that I told him. I didn't want him to know the sad events that happened like Yesung hyung had nodes and Leeteuk hyung had a leg injury etc. I just want him to experience all the positives in the remaining days that he had.

After we all aware of that he only had a few months to live, we can't held but to cry. Siwon is not only a member of Super Junior, but he is also our brother. The brother who are always there for us. The brother who always think the betterment of other rather than himself. That is how Selfless Siwon is. But slowly, we had no choice but to accept that fact. That our brother will soon leave us.

I stayed in the hospital for a few more hours until he asked me.

"Donghae-ah, could you grab some papers and a pen for me?"

I searched inside my bag and there I found some papers and a pen. It's a good thing I had them inside today since I was planning to compose a new song for him and Mitzi.

"what are you going to write?" I asked as I handed him the papers and the pen.

" nothing, I just felt to write something." He said.

" oh, I see, but better not tire yourself arasso?" I said as I glanced to my wrist watch and stood up.

"I better get going siwon-ah, don't worry, ryeowook will be here in a few hours after his radio schedule."

" it's okay. Thank you for being here with me donghae-ah! I really appreciate it." He weakly smiled

I waved goodbye to him as I went out of his room and to the hospital.

I was driving on the cold roads of Seoul going back to the dorms. I decided to stopped by in ahill near our dorms and I sat down on the bench and look at the thousand of stars in the night sky.

My eyes slowly covered by tears as I told myself.

" in the next few months, when I look up again in this night sky, I will look up to hope that one of these stars is siwon."

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