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chapter 2

Harry's pov

I wake up to Louis sleeping next to me. he does this a lot see me and Louis have a very weird relationship we act like we are dating but we really are just best friends. I quickly and swiftly slip out of bed to go start breakfast.

now its been a few hours and me and Lou have already eaten breakfast and now we are on are couch spooning im the little spoon and Lou is the big spoon like always, he's rapped around me playing with my curls.

"harry?" Louis whispers

"yeah?" I ask curiously

"can you please tell me who you like now that the boys aren't around to hear?" he says while sitting up leaving my back feeling cold without him.

I felt my self start to shake and get really nervous I think Louis notices because he quickly pulls me into a tight embrace signaling I don't have to tell him.

{a few hours later}

im in my room scrolling through twitter with tears spilling down my face. the worst thing about being in a band is the hate I get most about me and Louis. everyone else pretty much ignores all the hate but I cant help it im so self conscious and so scared some one with figure out my secret, I don't know why I even try when I know Louis would never ever be gay besides he's been talking about a new girl lately he wont tell me her name but he said she's wonderful and when we were talking about it he quickly stated she was one of my friends but I just pretended I didn't hear it

I decided I was going to go talk to Lou because I needed someone to comfort me and he always knows how to make me feel better I slowly and quietly walk across the hall to his room just incase he's already asleep but when I get to his door its slightly cracked open and I can hear him talking to someone on the phone? I was probably standing in the most unusual way possible because I was sticking my hear in the crack of the door while on my tippy toes and balancing one leg in the hallway wall making sure I don't fall and die pretty much. While I was sticking my ear in the crack of the door I hear a name that makes my blood boil.

Taylor.

he cant be talking to her no its not possible there are other Taylors in the world harry just calm down.

in case your wondering Tayler is my ex best friend she's the only person I've every told I was gay we have known each other since primary school but after the factor I told her I liked Louis and she tried telling him i never talked to her again.so she started telling other people mostly fans.

I swear if he's actually talking to her I don't know what ill do probably die yeah that sounds good

finally I hear Lou say goodbye I wait a few seconds and then walk in the room like I haven't been there the last ten minutes trying to not fall and die while thinking about how im going to die if he's taking to THE Taylor.

he notices me smiles and then says a casual "hey haz"

"hi" I breath out not knowing I was holding my breath

he raises an eyebrow and says "what's up babe"

"who were you talking to" I state casually not trying to seem desperate for answers

"oh just this girl Taylor" Louis says

"oh really Taylor who?" I say quietly still trying to not sound desperate. i feel my heart to speed up and my hands start to sweat

"swift" he says almost sounding like a question

NO. NO. NO.

My eyes go wide and I simply say "oh well im tired I better go to bed" I turn away quickly so he wouldn't see the tears pricking my eyes I start to walk towards the door but stop when I hear his voice

"aren't you going to sleep with me baby cakes?" he questions

"no i think im getting sick" I whisper adding the fakest cough

IM FUCKING STUPID I CANT EVEN COUGH RIGHT.

I walk to my room already letting tears fall from my eyes.

HOW. WHY. are the only to words running through my mind she knows who Louis is she's just doing this to hurt me, oh no what if she tells him

hey!!! so i love this chapter. some dramas coming. if you have any requests for me to put in the story just leave it in the comments and again if you know how to make good covers please let me know