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chapter 17

louis' pov.

fuck harry.

he left with ashton to go hang out

I don't even care

taylors coming over anyways

(the door bell rings)

I quickly jump up and run to the door to answer it

what if its harry

what if he's finally coming home

but when I open it my face drops realizing it isn't the boy I wanted

wait no I don't want him here he's gay and im not

flashes of the drunken night we had together make its way into my mind

"your only mine" I say to him as I thrust deeply into him as a pained expression takes over his face

I wonder why he was in so much pain? maybe he just hasn't been with someone as big as me I smirk to myself

"what?" my girlfriend questions me and I remember I haven't said anything in the last few minutes

"nothing how was your day" I walk with her to the couch and she throws her legs over mine and she sits on my lap

I try to acknowledge her while she's talking about her very busy day blah blah blah

but all I keep thinking about Is me thrusting into hi and I need to stop thinking about that and I need to pay attention to my girlfriend

"do you want to watch a movie?" I question her

"sure" she looks bored

halfway through the movie taylors lips are connected to mine and she's grinding on my sensitive area

I have to get that night out of my mind.....

with in seconds we are on the floor and im pushing her legs open with my knee

I line myself up with her and thrust in deeply

she's not as tight as louis.....

she said she's only had it once...

what if..

I am cut from my thoughts when I hear the door unlock and keys hit the floor.

Harrys pov.

he's hurt me so much in the last week I didn't think he could hurt me more but he did

he quickly pulls out of her and puts on his boxers and runs to me

I hold out his hand but I back away closer to ashton

he looks hurt but I don't give a fuck

"why are you here?"

I texted you" I answer looking everywhere but him

" no you didn't"

"yes I did why else would you be fucking her on the floor right now" I laugh at myself

he doesn't answer so I make my way to the stairs

"what are you doing?"

"getting clothes" im still crying but im not dying on the floor anymore so I just need to hold myself together for a few ore minuets until I get back to the car

"your staying at ashton's?" he looks angry

"yes he is" ashton answers for me

"don't fucking answer for him" he says through his teeth

and with that I march up the stair to my room

im not dealing with this

I stuff a bunch of random clothes into a bag and walk downs stairs

I reach for the handle but louis stops me

"c..can I talk to you"

I don't answer I just walk towards him to where he's standing in the kitchen

even though its been a few hours my bum still hurts really bad and I think he can tell by the way im walking

"how's your ass?" he smirks

im taken back by his question because the last time we talked about this he gave me this huge bruise on my cheek

"I...its fine" I lie

" I know your lying I can tell it hurts like hell by the way you walk" he smirks yet again

I turn a deep shade of red

"im not lying" I look away from his eyes

"oh really"

in one move his hand is cupping my ass and I wince in pain

"why didn't you tell me I was your first" he looks slightly worried

"you weren't" I lie once again

and with that I turn-on my heel and rush out of the kitchen and practically run out the door until im safely sat in ashton's car

"yes just drive please" I say and turn on the radio

and the rest of the drive was silent and the way up to the apartment was silent until we got to his apartment

"umm im going to get in my pajamas" I say quietly

"okay ill make some tea" he says as I walk to his room to get changed

I unzip my bag and cringe at the clothing I packed and realize that I just brought jeans and sweaters

are you joking

I slowly walk to the kitchen

"uhm ash?"

"yes what's wrong" he appears from around the corner

" I didn't pack any pajamas can I borrow some?" I blush

"of coarse"

I follow him to his room as he picks out a light blue tee-shirt and some plaid boxers...

"thanks" I whisper and lock the door

I quickly change my clothes

the shirt I quit lose so it looks like a dress on me so you cant see the boxers

when I open the door I run to the couch to cover myself up in a blanket

"here you go" ashton appears moments later handing me a cup of tea

we sit there for a while just drinking tea and watching TV and I like it

I don't want to mess this up because I feel like ashton is my second chance to happiness

heyyyyy everyone so I love this chapter!!!!!! but anyways you should follow me on instagram my instagram is harryxoxlouis and I have exciting news I think im going to start my new book soon ive already told a few of you that have dm me what its about and im sooooooo excited but I obviously will still be writing so just keep at eye out for that and as always if you make good covers dm me them on instagram and I will dedicate a chapter to you love you guys!!!!!! and if you have any suggestions let me know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!