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chapter 26

Harrys pov.

"Lou please slow down" I whisper and lay one of my hands on his. but he just nudges me away, he's driving incredibly fast

"Lou I know your mad that I showed them the scratches but please slow down this is really dangerous" I plea turning my body to face him.

"stop" he growls and his eyes turn cold

"no" I threaten and unbuckle my seat belt to give me more room to turn to him and honestly to annoy him.

"harry put your god damn seat belt on" he lifts his arm and punches the steering wheel

"nope" I pop the "P" to annoy him even more

"harry put you fucking seat belt on or I fucking will"

"then do it" I smirk so he moves his arm to pull my seatbelt on but soon comes in contact with another car.

my ears start to ring and I cant see straight, I lift my body but am held back by a strong grip on my seatbelt. louis. I hear the horrible screams escaping his mouth and I call out for him. but no response and it all soon goes black until I feel myself being lifted and carried away from my car and my love.

I wake up to the annoying sound of machines beeping in my ear and im in a weird room.

then it all comes back to me.

"harry styles" a doctor says as he enters my room

"yes, where's louis"

"louis who?" he looks at me confused

"my fucking boyfriend, he was in the car with me he was the driver"

Wait is louis my boyfriend?

"ill check to see where he is" he smiles and exits my cold hospital room.

where could he be

he has to be okay

this crash was your fault

he was saving your ass while you were killing his

many thoughts invade my mind as I wait for the doctor to tell me he's okay and is better than I am. but then I remember I don't even know what happened to me.

so I look down at my body and I have a large cast on my left leg and a bandage around my right wrist. I begin to poke at the cast when the doctor walks in with a worried look on his face

"he's in surgery and he's not doing very well, he has a couple broken ribs and some other broken bones as well as a umm a.."

" a what?!" I interrupt him

"a brain injury and a very sever one. you see when you hit the other car his head went through the wind shelled because he didn't have a seat belt on, and when the car flipped that just made it even more sever" he explains

"this was my fault" I whisper as tears roll from my eyes

"oh no it wasn't you did nothing to provoke the crash and him getting hurt" and he soon leaves the room to let me rest in my guilt

"harry. Harry" a strange voice awakens me.

the doctor

"louis is out of surgery you can see him now" I jump out of bed almost immediately after the word leave his mouth but he sits me back down

"hold on you have a broken leg" he pulls a wheel chair out and I roll my eyes but oblige

"onward to my baeee" I scream and point my finger forward and he chuckles

it takes about a billon years for us to get to his room but as soon as we do I just from my trusty wheelchair and crawl to his bed

"Louisssss" I scream to wake him up

and he shoots his eyes open "Yes?" he looks at me very confused
I love you" I whisper and lean in for a kiss just to feel his strong arms push me back

"who are you?" he questions

what the fuck? I turn to the doctor standing there with sadness in his eyes

"what's going on" I whisper as tears form in my eyes

"w-well it seems when he got the head trauma he lost some of his memory"

"where's Taylor?" louis whispers from behind me

"what?"

"where's my girlfriend Taylor" he asks again

"louis you don't have a girl friend you have me..your boyfriend"

realization covers him and relief floods over me

"harry?"

he starts to jolt up and down and the world seems to stop. doctors flood around me. and i get pushed out the door.

after what feels like hours the doctor comes out the door and walks to me

"im so sorry" he whispers and I know exactly what he means

i fall to my knees and stay there until i push myself up and walk to his room

i pull out a chair next to him and finally get a glance at his lifeless body. there's no emotion in his eyes nor is there a smirk planted on his lips. i grab his cold hand

"Lou..im so sorry I killed you. you saved my life.. i don't know why but you did and now you've left me here with this guilt and sorrow. you will forever and always be my only love, even though i didn't get the joy to walk down the isle with you and say i do i just want you to know. i do. everyone will feel sorry for my loss and all the fans will probably grieve but they shouldn't feel sorry for me i did this to you. and now your not my louis your an emotionless dead louis. your eyes aren't yours anymore and your lips don't have the beautiful pink tint to them, it has been replaces with white, and your hands aren't strong and warm they are weak and cold. but i just want you to know I will always love you. Not any one else. I do. forever in my heart. sincerely your harry" i wipe away the many tears covering my face and kiss him lightly, but before i walk out the door i turn around to get the last glance of my dead love .

"harryyy wake up" someone shakes me and the formilar voice hits my ears and makes me lift my body in surprise

"Lou?" i look at him as if he isn't real

"yeah.. you were screaming and s-" i cut him of by jumping into his arms

"why are we at the hospital i question a soon as i realize where we are"

"you don't remember? after you showed them the scratches we came here so they could check you body for the police report" he explains and my eyes bulge out of my head

"police report" i choke

"yeah he raped you" he shivers at the words and so do i.

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