The World is Ugly (MCR Fanfiction)

8. Getting Help

*2 weeks later*

"Ok so for this mission I think that Cyanide and Adrenaline should stay back and Garden and I will lead." Auto said taking a sip of his beer.

"No way! I think we should lead and you should cover us!" I shouted. My voice was a little slurred but I only had a few drinks so I know I wasn't drunk.

"I think that we should all just go together" Adrenaline butted in. She was as sober as she always was.

"No!" Auto and I shouted in unison.

"Or we can talk about this when you two aren't drunk!" Garden shouted.

Garden had long green hair that she usually had in a braid and she was about 5ft 7in tall. She has been Adrenaline's best friend forever.

"I'm not drunk!" I shouted back trying to stand but my feet gave in on me so i fell back to the seat.

"I had a few drinks! Chill I'm not drunk!" Auto said.

I feel like me and Auto bonded over the fact we both liked alcohol more than we should. I was closer with auto than I was with Garden.

I was completely wasted who was I kidding. But Adrenaline let me have a few drinks today which she never does.

"Cyanide we need to talk." Adrenaline said strictly.

"Why so serious?! Come on lighten up and have fun!" I said throwing my arms in the air.

Her face said it all. She looked like a mix between disappointed and sad.

"Me and Auto are gonna talk while you talk outside." Garden said glaring at Auto.

"We are?" Auto said. Garden just glared at him and that shut him up.

My feet were tripping over each other as I followed her outside. She sat on the ground and I sat right by her.

"You told me you weren't gonna get drunk." She said sadly.

"It's ok to get drunk once in a while!" I slurred.

"Not when your an alcoholic." She said looking down.

Even drunk I wanted to punch myself for making her sad. Her birthday is in a few days I have to make this up to her somehow.

"I'm sorry.." I said looking down.

"I just..." Adrenaline sighed. "I don't want to see you do this to yourself anymore..."

Wait what? Where is this going?

"I'll stop! I promise!" I begged. I knew where this was about to go.

"Promise me that you'll stop." She said seriously.

I can't lose her. I can't. Tears started to flood my eyes.

"I promise! I'll do anything!" I begged.

She looked relieved.

"Let's head home and get you cleaned up." Adrenaline said helping me up.

After that everything was a blur. I think I puked, and or passed out.
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I opened my eyes slowly and the sunlight seemed to make my headache that was pounding worse.

"Fucking hangover" I whispered as I rolled over and realized that I was on Adrenalines bed. But she wasn't there.

I picked myself up and tried to remember what happened last night. Auto and I got super wasted and Adrenaline got mad. Adrenaline got mad!