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𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕:

"Billies what's that?" I asked.

"It's nothing." She reply's looking away from me.

"Let's go inside baby." I say standing up from the floor and putting my hand out for her to grab.

She grabs my hand and we make our way back inside the house. We sit down on the couch and Billie is practically on top of me but i'm not complaining.

I grabbed her hand and rolled her sleeve up slowly revealing the skin coloured band aid that i'm assuming hid the one thing i didn't want it to.
She took a deep breath, i waited for her to talk.

"I just couldn't help it anymore, it killed me knowing you were out there in pain and i was completely fine when it was all my fault." She finally speaks up.

"Baby non of it was your fault don't even think it was, i don't want you hurting yourself ever even if i'm in pain." I say rubbing my thumb over her knuckles.

"I'm sorry." She says.

"Don't apologise just please don't do it again, i'm here now and i'm safe that's all that matters right?" I say now placing my hands on both of her cheeks.

"Yeah that's all that matters, please don't leave me ever again" She says looking into my eyes.

"I would never baby, i love you so much." I say before kissing her.

She kisses me back and we curl up on the couch and play a movie. Not to long into the movie we could hear paws tapping along the wooden floor, shark soon could be seen trying his best to jump up onto the couch to join us.

After a few poor attempts he finally got himself up and started to lick my face, clearly confused on where i had been. The rest of the movie played and we all sat together curled up under a blanket.
I missed this and i won't let anything get in the way of it again.

𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕:
She was home, my baby was back in my arms where she belonged. We fell asleep last night on the couch and when i got up this morning i couldn't find her she was no longer on the couch.

I panicked and quickly jumped up and shouted her name.

"MADLEINE!" I shouted.

"BILLIE." I heard her shout back.

I followed the voice and found her stood in the kitchen making pancakes. Shock horror.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"Oh you know just running a marathon." She said her voice laced with sarcasm.

"Wow so funny." I say back with a straight face.

"Well you asked the most obvious question ever." She says back giggling.

She stacked the pancakes on top of each other and slid the plate in front of me with the syrup, she then joined me and the kitchen island and sat next to me with her own plate.

"I've been thinking." She says looking at me.

"Go on..." I say.

"I think i'm gonna go to therapy." She speaks up.

"Are you sure?" I ask.

"Yeah, i think it would be best if i tried it even if it doesn't help i think i just need to talk to someone about what happened, you know." She says now moving her plate away.

"Yeah i get that." I say. "Oh also my mom is pestering me about seeing you do you wanna go around later and see everyone?" I ask.

"Omg yes, i've missed everyone." she says clearly excited.

"Okay let's get ready then." I say before standing up.

She stands up as-well and puts the plates in the sink before headed to our room to get changed but i quickly grab her arm.

"Hey, this is gonna be hard but we are in this together okay, you're not alone." I say before pulling her in for a hug.

"Yeah i know thank you." She says sweetly.

"Okay let's go get ready." I say.

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𝐆𝐮𝐲𝐬 𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐩𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐯𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐭. 𝐃𝐨 𝐰𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐭?
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