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𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕:
I walked into my apartment dropping my bags on the floor before shouting for Billie.
"Bil where are you?" I shouted.
I got no response, strange i thought to myself.

I walked up to the bedroom door and from a far i could hear giggling, i felt a smile grow on my face stepping closer before reaching to open the door.
The smile didn't last long as i soon realised it wasn't Billie that was laughing it was someone else. I barged into the bedroom and my eyes landed on Billie and another girl in my bed together tangled in the sheets.

"Oh fuck" Billie spoke up before grabbing the cover bringing it up closer to her chest.
"Are you fucking kidding me right now." I stood there in shock. How could she do this.
"It's not what it looks like i promise." She said grabbing her shirt from the floor.

I couldn't speak, i couldn't move, everything had stopped the girl i was marring in less than a month was in bed with another girl. Not the mention MY bed in MY apartment.
I felt tears prick my eyes, Billie stood up from the bed grabbing the girl before kicking her out.
I fall to the floor, my body shaking, i didn't know what to do. How could she do this to me. I thought she loved me.

"Please Madeline, it was a mistake, i love you." She spoke up leaning down trying to grab my hands.
"A mistake my ass, what did the wind blow her in my bed. You're full of shit Billie. You're sleeping with a girl in the bed you held me in telling me how much you love me and how you would never do anything to hurt me. Well guess what you've done just that. " I spoke up pulling away the tears now streaming down my face.
"I wasn't thinking straight please forgive me." She said a wave of guilt washing over her face.
"I'm done." I said standing back up.
"No no please, i'm so sorry, i didn't mean it." She spoke trying to hold back tears.
"Oh don't you dare start crying, i've just been out to buy my fucking wedding dress and you've been in here fucking another girl, you have no right to cry." I say before backing up to the door.

"The wedding is off, i want you gone by the time i get back." I shout slipping the ring of my finger and throwing it at her.
"I'm going to return the dress. I don't want to hear from you ever again." I say before walking out of the bedroom grabbing the bag once more before walking out of the apartment.

𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄
"Madeline, baby wake up it's okay i've got you."
I felt my body being shaken awake by Billie.
I jolted up wiping my face before turning to look at her. Suddenly i remembered about the dream, i start to back away from her.

"Baby it was just a dream you're okay." She said trying to reassure me.
"It felt so real." I said wiping my face.
"Can you tell me what happened in the dream love." She says before grabbing my hands.
"I got back from dress shopping and you was in bed with another girl." I say my voice breaking slightly thinking of it once again.
"Oh my love i would never do that i promise i wouldn't do anything to hurt you, EVER and i mean that." She tells me pulling me into her chest.
"It felt so real, i'm sorry i know you wouldn't do that to me." I say clinging onto her shirt like she was about to slip away at any minute.
"Don't apologise mama, it's okay everything is okay. Let's try to get some more sleep okay." She says wiping the hot tears from my cheeks kissing my forehead.
"Okay, i love you Billie." I mutter my head pressed against her neck.
"I love you more Mads forever and always." She said kissing me once more before drifting of back to sleep.

A/N
Heyy yall,
i'm really really sorry i haven't been on in so long i have been really busy but i promise i'm fully back now and i mean it.
This book is nearly at the end now thank you for all the love and support you have shown me.