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𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕:
It was now the next morning and i woke up at 9am, i had a lot to do toady and i was so excited for this shoot. I got up out of bed and put my slippers and robe on and headed for the shower, like always i connected my speaker and let my music flow into my ears as the warm water streamed down my back. After my shower i decided i should eat so i made my way to the kitchen to make some avocado toast and an iced chai latte. I sat down at the kitchen island and decided to send Billie a quick message.

𝐁❤️

good morning love, just sending a quick message to remind you about my shoot today so i won't be on my phone much, i'm gonna miss you have a good day x

𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄:
I knew she wouldn't reply yet because that girl was up until 4am every night watching the office and then would wake up at around 3pm. When i tell you I'm jealous i mean it. After my breakfast and coffee i went back to my room to just throw on a quick outfit and brush my hair as i was getting outfits and everything done there. I made my way to the front door and grabbed my keys then headed down to my car.

𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐏
𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯:
I woke up to the sound of Shark barking at me, i rolled over and grabbed my phone of the night stand and read the time, 4:15 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 i thought to myself i spend the whole day asleep nearly. I scrolled down a little bit to find i had a message from Mads i pressed on it and replied.

𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐒💫

good morning love, just sending a quick message to remind you about my shoot today so i won't be on my phone much, i'm gonna miss you have a good day x

hi baby, sorry i've only just woke up how was your shoot i miss you too x

𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄
I dragged myself out of bed and went to the kitchen to feed shark, It was strange not having Mads here as we nearly spent everyday together when we both had nothing on our schedule. Speaking of her i have been thinking recently about me and her, i think i'm ready to ask her to be my girlfriend, i know i know it's not been long of us knowing each other but i think we both want it now i mean we already act like we are together but i want to ask her personally.

I knew i couldn't do this on my own so i messaged Finneas to come over and help me plan how to ask her, i mean he ask Claudia and they have been together for years now so he must on done something right. All i know is i just want it to be big and something we she wont forget because she deserves it.

𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑🫚

fuck face, i need your help please come over soon

good morning to you to Billie, how can i help

just come over please

got it i'll be over in 5

𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐏
Finneas is now here and we are sat on the couch.
"So what can i help you with" He speaks up.
"I want to ask Madeline to be my girlfriend but idk what to do so i need your help" I say looking away from him
"AHAHA please you are the last person i thought would ask for help on asking a girl out" He laughed at me.
"Stop Fin this is serious i'm nervous i really like her and i want it to be good" I say hitting his arm.
"Okay im sorry I'll help you" He says rubbing his arm from where i have just hit him.

It's been a few hours now and we have finally come up with a plan, Im gonna ask Mads to come over and tell her i have a surprise, then I'm going to take her to the beach and i'm going to have a picnic set up and then i will ask her and hopefully she says yes. If you ask me i think it's a pretty good plan i mean she loves the beach so hopefully she will like this, I send her a quick message telling her to come for around 7 and to wear something cute as i'm taking her out.

𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐏
𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯:
I'm going to be dead serious right now i'm shitting fucking bricks, we are currently in the car on the way to the beach and Madeline has on a yellow sun dress and some white heels and let me tell you she looks beautiful like always. The drive there wasn't long which made me even more nervous than i already was i just hope she says yes.

I just out of the car and run around to the passenger side to open her door for her, i hold me hand out and she gladly takes my offer and i interlock our fingers, we start walking down to the beach and you can see all the candles i previously set up before, as we get closer the picnic is now in view as-well as the blankets and pillows i set up for us as-well.
"OMG BILLIE" I hear Madeline squeal.
"Do you like it" I turn to ask her.
"YES I LOVE IT" She shouts, i laugh at her excitement and pull her in for a hug which she reciprocates without a second thought.

We have just finished eating the food i feel like now is the perfect time to ask her the big question, fuck i'm so scared.
"So i was thinking" I say leaning over to grab her hand.
"Thinking of?" She questions smiling at me.
"I know we haven't know each other for the longest time but i truly feel at my best when i with you, you brighten up me days without even knowing and i have the best times whenever we are together, you see me for me and not as the person people on the internet make me out to be and i love that" Im still holding on to her hand and she still smiling at me. So far so good. Right.
"So i was wondering will you be my girlfriend" I say still smiling. But her face drops and she also drops my hand, shit i've done somthing wrong i never should have asked, i thought to myself.
"No" That was all she said.

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