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𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐄'𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕:
"What the actual fuck." Madeline said.

Oh shit.

"Baby it's not what it looks like, i don't know what she's talking about." I said frantically.

"You're kidding me right. It all makes sense now." She spoke.

"What makes sense." I asked.

"The event what Sabrina said to you, then you never came home that night and now the message. You did it Billie didn't you." She paused tears brimming her eyes. "You kissed her."

I couldn't say anything i just sat there in silence.

"I can't believe you." She cried out.

"Please let me explain Mads." I said grabbing her hand.

"I can't, i don't wanna hear it Billie we are married." She said backing away from me.

"Please just listen." I said hoping she would hear me out.

"Okay." She spoke softly. "I'm listening."

"Yes it happened at Sabrina's listening party and i'm so sorry it did i was drunk, and i know that's no excuse for it but i was and im sorry. I love you Madeline i wouldn't never want to hurt you im so sorry please forgive me it meant nothing. I spoke praying she would forgive me.

"Okay." She said taking a deep breath.

"You forgive me?" I asked.

"No, i don't care if you was drunk it still happened." She said angrily.

"But i'm sorry." I said sadly.

"I don't care that doesn't change it." She said before getting up.

"Where are you going?" I asked quickly standing up myself.

"I think it's best if i leave." She says grabbing a bag.

"Where will you go,please don't leave baby." I spoke trying to stop her.

"Don't call me that." She cried out.

"Please stay." I said.

"I can't." She said zipping the bag up before walking to the door. "Call Renee she will stay the night i'm pretty sure."

"Don't-." I tried to speak but the door was already shut then i heard the car drive off.

𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕:
I got in the car and the tears just flowed from my eyes, they wouldn't stop i was shaking.I couldn't believe it, how could she after everything we had been through. All i ever wanted was to be loved and i never thought it would happen but then i met Billie and she made me believe that i was worth loving. But now i guess not.

I didn't really have a plan on where to go, i couldn't go to Finneas's house that would just be strange and Ivy was in London. I guess a hotel was my only option. I put in my maps the closest hotel and thankfully it was only 10 minutes away.

Once i had arrived i slammed the door shut before walking in and being greeted by the lady at the front desk.

"Hello how may i help you."She spoke sweetly.

"Hi just a room for one please." I sniffed wiping my tears.

"How many night?" She asked.

"Just tonight please." I said.

"Okay love, Are you okay." She said sounding genuinely concerned.

"Yeah i'm okay thank you." I say.

"Okay, here's your key enjoy your stay and if you wanna talk about anything i'll be here all night." She said smiling.

"Thank you." I smiled before throwing my bag back over my shoulder.

I opened the door and sighed at the view, it wasn't the best but it will do i guess.

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