Two worlds collide

Chapter 1- New boy

Ashley POV
It's been 3 days since the anniversary of Brian's death. Each day it was getting harder and harder to get out of bed. I just can't believe he's gone. 10 years of friendship, 2 year of dating.. He knew me, when I was down he made me feel better.

*Zzz Zzz* the vibration from my phone knocked me back into reality.

Ashton:
Babe ,where are you.?
Me:
I'll be there.

I've been with Ashton for 4 months. He's tall, Brown skin and had cut hair, He's also the captain of the football team, he was there for me after Jake died, very caring, and he wanted to be with me.. So why not.?
I really didn't feel like going today But today my mom's making me, considering it's the first day back from fall break. I looked down at my phone to check my other messages, it's been off for the past week. 67 miss calls and 103 text messages, mostly from Rose and Jake ; my best friends.

Get ready to continue Senior Year ,Yay me .

I drove to school in silence. When I pulled up to the school I parked in the front. I laid my head on the wheel for a while. Ashley breath. Here it goes, Smile, and be strong.

I got out of the car and saw Rose standing by the school doors. She ran towards me.

"Oh my gosh where the fuck have you been? You haven't been answering my calls, text and you wouldn't let me see you. Are you okay.?! You can't just block everyone out Ashley , at least shoot a text saying You're Not Dead".

"Rose I'm sorry. I just needed the time, but I'm okay... Much better now, don't worry."I gave her a weak smile. She could tell I was lying but she chose to let it go. Smart girl.

She spreads her arms wide "Come on, come to momma" .
I hug her and we both laughed.

"I love your outfit btw"she says as we walked towards the school.

"Thanks love" today I decided to keep it simple. I don't wanna look how I feel but I also don't wanna be extra. So I stuck with plain blue shorts, a simple white v neck and my black and white converse.

I put my headphones on ready for the day. As soon as I walked in I saw Ashton, and He's flirting with Emily... Again. Does she not have a life. Ugh. They're way to close to each other.

"Why does he entertain her.?" Rose asked confused

"I don't know but today's not the day and I'm over it" I don't get it.

She stops and rubs my shoulder "It's gonna be okay, he's in a better place."

I looked up trying not to cry. "I know. Thanks Rose"

We continued to walk up to Ashton and Emily
"Is whoring around your new hobby.? Or is it just my boyfriend.?"

"Babe chill" he licks his lips "were just talking"

I give him a irritated glare "You know what my issue is with her Ashton...I don't have time for this shit.. until you learn how to stop fuckin with my Emotions and your little cheerleader then we're done.. I can't deal with it". He tried grabbing me by my arm but i told him to fuck off.

A month ago after school I stayed late to go for a run on the track. Afterwards I went to the locker room to shower, Walking in I saw something I can never un see. Ashton inside of Emily, they were having sex on my fuckin locker. He was grinding from behind whispering in her ear while she moaned his name. he started pulling her hair and repeated "I love it baby, I love it, " I stood there shocked as ever and then I ran out.. didn't look behind to see if anyone followed me. It made me so sick, literally,but we decided to move past that.. Because she gave him something that I couldn't... I can't blame him.. He's a guy. I wasn't ready, And I'm still not, with him anyway he just doesn't seem like he's worthy.

The day went by really slow.

Finally at the last class of the day.

"Class listen up.! Today we have a new student. Class meet Jayden. I'd like for to go sit next to Ashley Brown..3rd sit..middle row"

Jayden was smiling Ohh Mann he had a beautiful smile ,gorgeous.. them dimples. He looked around 6'3 and was built just right. Every girl around me was staring and whispering about him. He was just staring at me, But Those eyes ,nature green, weary..I remember those eyes..that hurt..that pain.

Last year, when I was at the hospital I looked up and I saw him..those eyes I don't forget, those tears hurt even more.

When he looked up to see where I was and who the teacher was talking about he stared at Me for a bit, then shook his head and went to his seat.

He sat down next to me "Hey, I'm Jayden".I saw a twinkle in his eyes.. he winked at me and I stomach got this weird feeling. He legit seemed happy and that made me happy, For some odd reason.