Will I ever have an happy ever after?

Chapter 17

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I'm in love with Chris.

I'm in love with Chris, my best friend since forever. Why did I had to fall in love with him out of, everyone? I didn't want of put our friendship in danger, but I know I couldn't hold in this feeling anymore.

When I looked into his chocolate eyes, his brown shaggy hair sexily covering his eyes, his soft and pink lips that made me go crazy... Yep there was no doubt. I'm definitely in love with Chris.

After our little incident, I didn't dare to look at Chris again. I just couldn't and thank god Jason and Ellie didn't see. I've been practically trying to ignore him or you could say run away from him for the past few days. Since when did I become so weak and...girly?

( Since you fell in love with Chris, you dumbass ) a voice in my head shouted.

" Oh shut up will you, me. " I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling. I didn't know what I should do. I felt scared and...helpless. This was the first time I felt this way... I couldn't dare to tell Chris I loved him. I mean, confession just isn't my thing.

"Just own up and suck in your pride, doofus. " The voice shouted.

Shut up.

" I know you the best. Just do it. "

No, what if our friendship is put at risk? What if... He rejects me and decides not to be my friend anymore ? I couldn't live with that!

" Just get over it. Do it will you. You know you won't be able to hide it anymore longer. "

No! I won't! I'll show you I can hide it!

" Alice, you can't lie. You suck at it. Now what? Little Alice is too scared to own up to her own feelings? Since when have you become pathetic little Alice? Wait, I know! Since your parents ignored you and never loved you? Since elementary school no one wanted to be you friend because of some stupid rumors? Since the person whom you loved and thought could trust betrayed you? "

Shut up! I'm not weak, I will never be weak. I, Alice Walker will never be weak in front of anyone. I will never, ever be the person I was in the past, I am the new me... I'm not weak... Tears began rolling down my cheeks and my eyes brimmed with tears.

Now I'm even fighting with my own self and crying like a baby over it. This was definitely not good for me.

With that, I changed into a green colored skinny jeans and a beaded red top. I grabbed my yellow hoodie and walked out of my house. Yes, my color coordination sucks, I know. I looked like hell, after crying and not bothering to put on makeup, but I didn't care. I walked straight to the house of the person I knew and could trust. Ellie.

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I walked into Ellie's magnificent giant house and couldn't stop gawking at it every time I walk into it. I felt like Cinderella every time I came.

I opened the door and smiled at Ellie's mom and dad who were watching a movie together. ( Yes, we are close enough to do that and they perfectly welcome me here )

They smiled in reply and continued watching their movie.

I climbed up the stairs and barged into Ellie's room, not bothering to knock. It became a habit anyways and she didn't mind.

Then, I saw something I shouldn't and wouldn't ever, ever want to see.

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