Will I ever have an happy ever after?

Chapter 19

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" YOU DID WHAT NOW? " Chris voiced boomed around the room and his laughter echoed through it.

Every pair of heads were staring towards us. I could see Bryan there at the popular table looking amused and beside him was, ugh, Tiffany and she was glaring at me so hard, I swear her eyes were like popping out. It was really funny.

" Shut up! Don't embarrass me any more further! " I hissed at Chris, glaring at him.

Apparently, Ellie and Jason told Chris what happened, much to my pleasure ( note the sarcasm ) about me walking into them when they were doing...things. And yes, Chris was laughing his head off. Was it that funny?

" I can't believe... You walked in when they were doing se- "

" Yes yes I know so shut it! Don't have to rub it in my face. " I frowned at Chris, Ellie and Jason who were laughing at me, though Ellie was trying to hide it but she failed terribly. They were supposed to be embarrassed, like any other normal person, but no. They were all laughing at me. Hard enough for Chris to spit out his drink and choke on his food. Well, all of them choked on their food.

" Shut up. And Ellie, " I turned towards my red-looking-tomato-faced best friend. " How come I didn't know you and Jason were dating? Why did Chris know about it first, even though I'm your best friend?"

" Um...well things started when we tried on the dresses and I could see you wriggling your eyebrows at me when Jason was looking at me. Seriously Alice you have got to stop doing that. You look like some kind of mad women thinking of some sick things. Thats the kind of look my mother gives me when she finds out that I'm dating. Continuing, Jason asked me out after that and... We started dating. "

I ignored her last comment and smiled. At least my best friend was happy.

" Babe that's so cute of you to remember what happened! " Jason said and immediately planted a kiss on her lips.

I scrunched up my face in disgust. I haven't dated a single person in my life and it was hard of me to get use to seeing this kind of stuff. Besides the one I saw that was more disturbing.

" Uh I'm going to go outside now. "

I went out and took my lunch with me. I sat below a tree and enjoyed the breeze, and my roast beef sandwich.

I was still hung up about Chris and the thoughts of the incident at the mall came flooding back to me.

His lips that looked so soft, his brown hair that hung sexily. The chocolate brown eyes that make you want to gaze at him... Geez when did I become like that?

Just then, Ellie walked out and sat next to me, below the tree.

" Hey Al. "

" Hi El. "

" So, tell me the reason about you coming to my house. "

" No reason at all. Just wanted to say hi. " I looked down at my sandwich and didn't dare to look at Ellie. I suck at lying. I always looked down on something and my toe will be flipping up, making me move my leg. It was obvious when I was lying and when I was not.

" Al, spill it. You can trust me and I will try my best to give you the best advice. I'm your best friend too you know, you can tell me anything. " Ellie punched me lightly on the hand and gave me a warm smile. I knew why Jason had fell for her. She was the nicest person on earth ever.

I could trust Ellie. And so, that's how I ended up telling her everything. Even telling her the conversation between me and myself.

" That's great Alice! " Ellie gave me a bear hug and I tried to wiggle out, but that girl was strong despite her size.

" How is it good? "

" I've been watching you, young lady. I knew you were in love with Chris. I could see it from your eyes,but you didn't want to admit it. I felt like I had to tell you, but I knew it was best for you to tell me yourself. "

I have got to stop being so damn obvious.

" So you think I should tell him? "

" Definitely. "

" But what if he rejects me, what if he doesn't want to be friends anymore, what if - "

" No what ifs, Alice. Live your life to the fullest, Alice. Don't hold any regrets. Trust me on this. Been there, done that. And that's how I got Adam in the first place. "

I nodded. Ellie was right. I also couldn't hold this feeling any more longer.

" I'll help you too. And if he dares break your heart, I shall kill him with my own hands. "

I laughed. I was too lucky to have a friend like her.

And that was how I text Chris to meet me at my house later in the day. I was going to tell him this time.

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