When you fall for the lion p.l.

Chapter 9

(A/n) hey it's been a while eh?
Sorry school and stuff...

<<Amanda's POV>>
--skip through a few days--
--you are alone in Phil's room thinking--

After Phil finished his broadcast the other day. He seemed different like if he wanted to say something but didn't know how. It was breaking me seeing him like this, I was very worried.
Why hasn't he told me? Does he not love me anymore? Did I do something wrong?
I began to feel the tears slide down my face as I thought of this.
I began to drift into a deep space of thought and emotions, with tears in my eyes...

<<Phil's POV>>

I have to tell her today.
I think she knows something is wrong and its breaking me keeping my feelings (phillings lol) from her.
I used to tell her everything, now it feels like if we are drifting apart even before we tell my fans.
This is killing me.

I went into my room to look for her and that is when I saw her.
She didn't even notice when I walked in. She was crying. It broke me.
I sat down next to her and, as I wiped her tears, I felt myself tear up.
She suddenly snapped, she looked at me worryingly and I wiped my tears away. She seemed scared, she was trembling and I came close to her and hugged her and we just ended up lying in bed, on our sides, just staring into each other's eyes, as we both let the tears out and in such a silence.
Until she broke the silence and asked
"Are you happy with me Phil?"
"What do you mean?"
"We are sitting here just crying while we look at each other"
"Look Amanda you are the reason for my happiness, I dont know what I would do if I ever lost you. You are my everything"
"Then why are we drifting apart?"
"It's my fault, I have just been thinking" I said hoping she wouldn't ask.
"Thinking about what?"
"Thinking of introducing you to my fans, I love you so much and I hate keeping it such a secret"
"Phil, I love you too and when you think the time is ready, I will stand by you and we will tell your fans" she said making me smile the way I havent in so long.
"Im glad you feel this way, I was so scared of telling you, I thought you wouldn't want too or something"
"Why wouldn't I want to?"
"Because what if my fans start to give us hate or something"
"Oh dont worry, Phil, I love you too much to EVER leave you for something like that"
She said and I leaned in and kissed her.
A kiss we seem had longed for because we kissed so passionately almost hungrily. After that moment we just lied in bed this time there were no tears and I held her tight into my chest and once again fell into the sweet silence.
Until she pulled away and said
"But Phil how do you plan to tell the fans?"
"I have an idea, but for now can I just hold you a while longer? I missed you"
I asked hoping she would say yes.
But instead she said
"You will have to catch me!!!"
And she took my glasses off of my face and ran out of the room.