I'm in love | A Dolan Twins fanfiction

9. Confused

"What?" Grayson sat up. "Are you talking about the kiss?" I looked him right in the eyes. "Yes." Grayson stood up. "And what now?" I laid my hand on his shoulder. "I don't know." Grayson pulled his shoulder away from my hand. "Katie, you can't have feelings for us both. You have to choose." "But I do have feelings for you both. And you can't blame me, it was you who kissed me." He walked to the door. "Then let me know when you choose one of us." He walked away. I ran to the door. "Gray!" He turned around. "I won't tell Ethan, if that's what you worried about." He continued and went out of sight.

I closed the door and ran upstairs. I felt really lonely. I grabbed my guitar. I played the same song from my performance. I closed my eyes and saw Ethan smiling at me. Butterfly's in belly made me crazy. Grayson was right. I couldn't have feelings for both. But why was it so hard to choose? I decided to take a shower to clear my mind. I took off my clothes and stepped under the warm water. I closed my eyes again. I was standing under a waterfall in a small lake. I saw a lot of trees. It was perfect. I washed myself and did everything like normal. I got out of the shower. I grabbed a towel, dried myself and dressed up. I really wanted some food. I called the pizzeria and ordered a pizza Hawaii. Ten minutes later I heard the doorbell. I went to the kitchen, grabbed the money from the table and opened the door. "You ordered a pizza Hawaii?" The pizza guy said bored. "Yes, here is your money. Bye." I said. I went to the livingroom and started Netflix. Pretty woman. I ate my pizza. The movie ended and I went to upstairs. Just like normal.

I texted Ethan. "Hey, heard you're sick. Should I come over?" I waited for a respond for about half-hour. Bling. "No, I'm fine." I was really disappointed and confused. It sounded mad. Then I thought about Grayson. "Hey, did you tell something to Ethan?" His respond didn't take so long. "No, I didn't. I said I wouldn't. Don't you trust me?" This wasn't what I wanted to happen. "I do trust you, Ethan just sounded mad in his text." I didn't want to think about it anymore. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.