I woke up panting, I was crying too.
I've been having bad dreams.
I squinted my eyes at my alarm clock, it was 3:15 AM.
Lately this has been happening a lot.
My stomach felt empty and hollow.
I walked to the bathroom and drank some water.
"You know you love the emptiness."I crawled back into bed and tried to sleep more. Thankfully it was summer vacation, I didn't have a lot planned in the mornings.
"It's not like you have any friends anyway."I keep hearing her voice.
It's haunting me. I can't sleep, I can't eat normally.
I tried to think about romantic movies and nice memories to help me sleep.
Eventually I dosed off."Sweetie, are you up yet?"
A knock on the door and my mother's voice made me groan in an annoyed way. "What?" I sighed irritatedly at her.
"I'm going to meet your dad for lunch at his work, but I forgot to get dinner. I left some money on the table and a list. Do you think you could stop by the supermarket?"
"Yeah, yeah."
I tried to stop her talking, I think I would've agreed to anything seeing as I just woke up.I managed to get myself together around 2 pm and headed out to the supermarket.
I walked down the numerous shopping aisles with mom's list in hand.
I proceeded to check off all the items, but when I was looking for the cheddar, I passed the cookie-sweets-aisle.
Just ignore the goods...I couldn't help myself and grabbed two bags of Hershey kisses.
I won't eat them all..When I turned the corner at the end of the aisle, someone bumped into me.
"I'm sorry, miss"
Miss?
I looked at the boy in the supermarket apron. He was looking at me as if he expected an answer. Only then did I realise that he asked me if I was okay.
"I'm fine!" I blurted out, rather loudly.The boy surprised me, especially his looks. He looked sweet with his hazel eyes and curly brown hair.
He looks kinda familiar too."Do I know you?" I asked him, my cheeks seem to be blushing quite a bit.
The boy smiled. "I think you might, we go to the same high school."
"That's probably it." I replied, though I feel like I should know his name.The boy seemed to understand my slight struggle, or he didn't know my name either.
"My name is Evan, Evan Gansey. I think we've got chemistry together."
He smiled again and reached out his hand.
I received his hand and tried to shake it elegantly.
"I'm Amy Adams. I think you might be right."I felt slightly embarrassed, mainly because of my poor choice of fashion.
Sweats and trainers.We said goodbye and a quick 'see you at school, have a nice summer'. And I headed back home.
At home, I unpacked the groceries and sent mom a text that I had bought everything.
I wasn't really thinking when I opened the bag of Hershey kisses.
I grabbed a handful and disappeared upstairs.
I opened a wrapper and put the chocolate in my mouth.
"You can't eat that"
The voice in my head screamed at me.
I felt guilty, but I don't quite know why.I spit the chocolate out into my trash.
I can't eat that..
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Dear Ana,
Teen Fiction"I fell into darkness but I didn't mind, I liked it." Amy Adams thought everything was alright, but when she heard her very best friend Rose committed suicide, her world turned upside down. Amy couldn't understand, why? But Amy found Rose's diary at...